My Ramblings
Friday, December 26, 2003
Ah!!!found out smth shocking....peh tepanjat but i duno if it waz d correct ting arh...found out dat sum1 has a crush on me since dulu..dulu tu tak tau bile arh..but da guy sae he da lama suka kan me...he sae nt cos of jalan raye or da chalet arh...da lama jugak actuali...but dint tell me of course till nw on da net itself...cos he waz asking hu wud my future-husband-2-be if he were 2 cum from our members...den i sae erm...eh,it's a secret la...onli da guy hu had a crush on me tau...cos kite chat kan jadik keep secret arh...it's confidential mann...ala,but all dix desires n wants wun cum true of course...da guy i pined up hope had vanished in2 thin air dulu...very lng tym ago...memories of course remain s momento in da hart 4 s lng s it lives...den i asked da guy sape he wud choose...den he sae kalau me amcm?...haha!dat waz shocking...told him tak mungkin...he tanye alek sal tk mungkin?i ckp kan ader byk lagi perempuan dlm members kite yg lawa n more prettier den me...he kata he nak yg cam chinese...ouh ok den...derz more gals like chinese pe..bukan aku srg sey...pe je...bila aku nak tanye lagi plak he sae he gtg...den he log off...tak sempat aku nak tanye sey...haha!takpe...lain hari ader pe...takmo takot...eh,pe aku bebual nie....dah mengarotz!
2 da superman out der,told ya 2 4get bout me...y wun u do it??sal susah sgt 2 4get bout me?y??isnt it an ezy job given??haiz...wad shud i do in order 4 u 2 hate me 2 d core??n den hate me so much dat u'll 4get bout me n find anotha gal 2 make her ur accompany...haiz!Dun wait up 4 me...d more u wait up,d more sufferings awaits u....i dun want dat...hate dat so much..u noe dat...i hate c-ing ppl suffer cos of me...u noe dat very well dun u??tak suka arh nie sumer...n 2 da ppl out der,4 ur info,i hate ppl suffer cos of me..kalau bleh prevent dat from happening..all d sacrifices n stuffs...kalau tak perlu,jgn buat tau....noe dae well yah...Bck 2 him,haiz...tlg la...4get me jer...find anotha person hu wud n cud fill ur life wid happiness salu...nt me pls...i kant do dat...i noe it's difficult 4u 2 do dat...i noe...take ur tym...HAIZ!!!
always and forever lovin' you;
12:16 AM
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