My Ramblings

Ha!Uncle Aziz n Aunt Ra waz here tadik...dint expect em 2 cum visiting us nw...s in nw la...cos hari raye is anggap-ed s dabis...it's nearly d 4th week of raye...but i dint of course layan em so much...went straight 2 ma room n chat wid ppl...so,ma mom je la layan d tetamu n stuffs...kant be bothered 2 do so nw..dah cam malas g2 sey...wah!so fast arh tym passed by....n SKOOL is gona cum near soon...dat sux..muahaha!yalah,u tell me hu want skool open early2 wen derz so many homewerk 4 us 2 complete...baik tak yah holidaes kan kalau d skool give us homewerk during out holidaes sey...baik g skola sume...

erm....good news...ma adeq is back...she said she enjoy-ed her holidae 2 australia...but hopefully it's d truth arh...jz i really want her 2 enjoy her holidae der n dun tink of her probs here....n here she is..on net...chatting wid her tadik n she suddenli sound so sad cos she sae her probs came straight bck 2 her wen she reach her home...my dear,it's oways like dat...it has been dat wae..jz dat u dun tink too much of em...dun stress urself up...understood??jgn la pk byk2...tak bgs tau....dun want u 2 get sick tinkin too much of ya prob...

ma sista,hw cum u suddenli became quiet??dari tadi sey tak sms...aniting happen??or u sleeping nw cos u sae u penat n stuffs kan tadik...hope nth happen 2 u arh...hmm...been so lng since i talked 2 him...i noe he's suffering...i jz noe...i can sense ppl suffer u noe but i duno wad 2 do...i'm so much confuse here....probs makin byk jgn ckp arh...but i jz want him 2 do well arh...by all means,i tink u go n find anotha gerl...Argh!i duno...i duno wad 2 do...kant c ppl suffering cos of me...oh god!wad game r u playing wid me nw??wad isit dat i've done dat doesnt satisfy u??haiz...felt very wrong towards him...n i still duno wad 2 do...kant find smth right 2 do yet...nak sms u tapi i pk alek,ntah la...like i takot nanti pe u kate lak..skejap sms,skejap senyap...ntah la...i duno wads wrong wid me nowadaes....bingit la...Argh!takpe la...i'll take tings easy first but wen it get worse den i'll c hw...

always and forever lovin' you;
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