My Ramblings

Hmm...tengah hari tadik g meet my mom wid my bro...kite g city hall 4 a while n den 2 funan...my mom nk g withdraw duit pat bank situ...den we went 2 makan pat mcdonald...haha!mmg la muak kan...cos salu fast food je...rather den mkn pat long john silver or kfc i prefer eating pat mcdonald or burger kind...eew!!i dun like eating pat ljs or kfc...kalau da tepakse den i mkn arh...kerana kwn ke ape den i jz go ahead n mkn ar tho i hate d food...my frens tau wen i eat d ayam pat ljs mesti tak abis nye...confirm terbuang cos muak arh d rase...so,afta mkn pat mcdonald...kite g tamp ingat nak tgk wayang cite ju-on 2 skali tak jadik arh...lambat sgt..kite smp dlm kol 3.10 n d cite da start..yg kol 3 pm nye arh..abe next show kol 9.50...my mom kata da lah..lain kali sudah...we went home arh afta dat...s usual i g amek kuah pat my aunt's hse...went home afta dat...ard kol 5 plus g2....afta maghrib i n my bro went 2 bdk int cos i wana buy t-shirt arh...g beli baju den afta dat g jumpa my sis...went 2 c her...da lama sey tak jumpa dia...4 daes sey n finali i get 2 c her....miz her so much sia...we tok2 n stuffs...laugh2..haha!10 plus i went home....she accompany me smp pintu....den suddenli her chest hurts...like whole body became weak...aku takot gler babi sey...n i waz standing der like a statue sia...dint help much....i waz damn takot n dint haf d courage 2 do aniting 2 help...i tkt she pass out der n wad m i suppose 2 do...i sedih jugak arh...very d sedih c-ing her in dat kind of situation...if u guys were in my shoes mesti krg tak le tahan tgk dia suffer...it's hurting me u noe...sakit hati sey...den she went hm by taxi nomatter wad arh..sorry dear i cudnt help u much...i duno wad i shud do..maybe i waz shock till i'm like standing der like a statue....sorry...

Haiz...sedih2...y life haf 2 be dix wae??y??i'm nt able 2 adapt 2 it...i wun be able 2 do so widout u my dear....i'm scared..frightened....takot...seram...upset...disappointed..sad...haiz...byk nye feelings n all of em r bad...bad 4 me...kant be possibli smile at dix point of tym kan...haiz......Dix is wad she said exactly.."Allow me 2 take u2 d past,allow me 2 plce u wer u did...Follow me 2 wer u were last..if we're lucky,we'll be bound 2 meet..."u all tell me wad dat suppose 2 mean arh??she's putting me bck wer she found me...which is in d dark wer sum ppl dumped me der...n deserted me der all alne...n nw she's putting me der bck wer she found me...haiz....wad shud i do??haiz...sot sak aku di buat gni...tlg aku pls...wad i shud do nw...i realli need help nw....tlg la aku krg...haiz...klah...i'm too upset 2 continue...till den...bye guys..

always and forever lovin' you;
11:34 PM

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