My Ramblings

His touch 2 my hart n his laughter dat oways brings about a smile in me wen i'm down...datz hw i wud describe d presence of my adeq angkat,Adha...he's jz too sweet wen he smiles...damn cute...which i kant possibly deny dat he's cute wid his smile...i can tell dat he's 1 dat doesnt let out his feelings so easily by his looks....he doesnt tell ppl tings which dey arent suppose 2 noe...datz him...tho i havent knoe him dat much...aru 3 daes we get 2 noe each otha n 2 me dah cam lama g2...i duno y...d presence of him in my life makes me wanna continue on wid life...d hope n desires dat i had cud be achieved by his presence...i felt cared...but wait!u all dun tink d otha wae round la...he's jz my adeq angkat...nt more den dat...haha!he's 2 yrs younger den me la...n he's attached 2 dix gerl...ader la...from my skool jugak...but from his sms-es,seems like d gerl cam tak kisah sal dia g2...i mean d gerl cpat jealous...so told him dat dey haf 2 sort things out la...n he manage 2 do it..yeay!good job bro...my instincts tell me dat bof of us will get alng together s tym goes by..jz like hajar n sadiq...or maybe better...or mayb nt better...i duno...jz hope dat dix sista n brother relationship wud last arh...tho kite nt d same unisex...but hu cares??s lng s we can gt alng well together sudah la...so,enuf toking bout him yah...kesian dia nanti tersedak...he mux be sleeping nw i guess...my sms dia tak reply or my starhub network is lousy...i duno...n den kan,tml we'll be goin 2 skool together...yipee!4 d 1st tym i'm goin 2 skool wid ma bro...hope it werk well la...datz all...

~In skool 2dae~
2dae jz suck...suck 2 d core mann...wasnt feeling well in skool 2dae...so does 'fisah' n 'aslah'....3 of us werent realli paying much attention in class cos we were simply dosing off during most of d periods...but wtf,kite prh perut da sakit..duno cos of wad...bile ktawa je sakit...pe sey...wad happen 2 us mann??smlm dpt bio n geog paper..bof papers i failed....n bukan aku srg je..ramai lagi yg fail...dun wana identify em...dey knoe em self la...n 2dae,damn it!!i failed my english n a maths...wad d heck mann....ape nak jadi ngn aku nie...nie la akibat nye sik2 main2 je tanak blaja...pemalas plak 2..haiz...ape nak jadi ngn aku nie...tlg la pk...dix yr o level tau..abe still tanak blaja btol2...haiz...i did weeped tadi bile afta dpt english paper...haiz...duno kalau mrs haffidz nmpk arh..kalau tak nampak lagi bgs sey...slamat ar aku...aku ingat aku pass sey skali tgk fail...ish...sedih sey...bingit pun ader...alamak...aku niee...dah bodoh sgt kaper???'fisah' weeped 2 tym cikgu bagi maths exam paper...she n aslah failed...i mange 2 pass tapi 2 pon border line...cukup2 makan....aku dpt jugak pujuk fisah 2 nt 2 cry la...peh susah...cos she waz saying aku tak paham...aku did paham la...i undastand her situation...been in her shoes b4 actuali....so,she manage 2 cool dwn at last...lucky aslah dint cry but dint knoe whether she cry ke tak arh...aku ckp ngn dia kau jgn start eh...takmo nangis arh...tak tau la kalau dia nangis pat dpan cos she's sitting in front...klah....i gotta go 2 sleep...it's 12.10 in d morning...sok skool...hope tml wun be a fuck up dae in skool sudah...n tml i gt d prefect investiture tingie...peh cam dak bdh...yah..we dpt alek kol 11am tml..chinese new yr eve ma....so,2 all chinese n d malays pun la,"HAPI CHINESE NEW YEAR"...may all of ya enjoy ya holidaes...c ya..

always and forever lovin' you;
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