My Ramblings

hmm...
nari skool alek siang...haha!nmpk sah evry fridae alek siang kan...dak laki nak kena g sembahyang...kecian drg..lps assembly,kite 3 g jln2 near skool...bab aku ader band arh...kol 1.30 start...so aku ader dlm 1hr g2 2 spend tym wid em...haha!drg ajak aku g bdk int tapi lyk ish...leceh kan...nak naik bus patah alek sume...mls sey...jadik kitorang g macdonald je la...g mkn ice cream sundae..hot fudge tau...yum...yum...pas 2,drg anta aku alek smp dpan skool gate abe drg alek naik bus 60 g bdk int...maybe la...aku tatau...drg kalau bleh nak sgt aku g...kononnye nak cuci mata la...haha!tu da mmg kite peh keje la...muahaha!takde la..memain je...aku mula2 ingat tanak g tau tapi pk alek,tak jadi arh...aku nak jugak ikot drg jln2 pat int bab kite da lama tak jln2 pat int cos kite da salu abes skool lbt jadi tak dpt la merayap...hehe!aku pk nanti kalau aku tak dtg band nanti kesian hajar...takot dia srg lak nanti...tak confirm si potek ngn si james 2 dtg...so,changed my mind..instead of goin wid ma frens i went 2 band..aku kan baik...haha!

haiz...sad bck again...bingit pon ader but i noe y my mom gave me a very good talk...she mesti lagi sakit hati kan...i noe so la...my mom kan...she lecture me sal bill hp la...makin byk sey..bukan makin sikit...but tell me hw i cud reduce my bill???tell me...aku tatau amcm nak uat g2 sey...sedih sey kena marah ngn mak aku...bingit pon ader cos she been repeating dix ting since dulu...jadi bingit la kan kena marah all over again...i noe la she's bein concern n stuffs but jgn la sgt pressurize me...haiz...

my dear bro,i mean my real adeq la...plz la...understand me...understand y i dint wana help ya....plz...he kept insisting me on getting dix gurl peh hp number but i dint wanna help him...he ask me 2 ask sum1 4 d gurl's number...but again i dint wana help...nt dat i dint wana help...but out of all d tings y ask em 2 do dix??u dun even noe her attitude n characters abe u wana noe her n stuffs....i mean i noe her...i noe well her characters n stuffs...even my frens knoe her attitude...outlook dun play an impt part in choosing a life partner my dear....i noe d fact dat she's pretty but dat doesnt play d impt role in choosing her...datz wrong....if u knoe wad her characters were like,i can guarentee u wudnt wana ask her number...u dun even wana get 2 noe her....so,jz 4get her la..she's prolly nt urs afta all...find another gerl k??plz...haiz...up 2 u la...

HAIZ.....y mux dix happen at dix moment???it hurts me wen ppl mention his name n telling me dey r interested in him...dey dun directly tell me dat de like him but u r telling me indirectly dat u r interested in him...but y him??dat hurts ok...u knew i cudnt get him...since dulu evrybody noes i cudnt get him..yah,so wad??so wad if i'm a loser???i'm nt pretty like otha gurls 4 him 2 make his...haiz...but jz d mention of his name mark a deep cut in my hart...a very deep one...haiz...waz agree-ing wadeva u sae in order 2 c u smile n laugh...i followed ur steps of life 4 onces jz 2 make u smile...datz 4 sure...i gt no doubt in doin dat...seriously talking....i noe by d way u talk 2 me bout him,telling me dat u're sum sort like interested in him...u dun even bother bout ur old crushes....u told me dat...since dulu his smile attracted me in liking him...d smile dat bring a smile bck 2 me dulu...but haiz...duno bout nw...m olways looking forward 2 c him evryday...tho ppl wun notice la..sembunyi2 pe....his smile waz d 1st 1 i look out for...4 d very 1st tym i saw a very cute smile in a guy...but haiz...takpe la...sedih bebual sal nie...takpe la...

nw,sal dix guy....pat my werk plce...dox werking der wud noe hu la...tapi aku rase asilah n fiza je la tau sape tho fiza tak keje pat situ..she penah nmpk d guy hari tu...d guy ask 4 my number....n i gave 2 him..he sms-ed me n sounded so diff...he used all dox mushy2 werds....eeww!!sal ngn kau lak nie??sal tukar behaviour??bile mase lak aku jadi kau nye sayang sey??bile nie??jgn la...aku tak tau hal sey...pape lang la aku....jadi aku tau wads goin on...nt widout me nt knoe-ing....kau saje je panggil aku sayang...pe sey...haiz..

klah...aku blah dulu la...i dun tink i gt d mood 2 blog lama2...so,till here my fellow frens...c ya...

always and forever lovin' you;
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