My Ramblings
Monday, January 26, 2004
Down wid depression...
y hasnt she been replying my sms-es??
why??do i realli deserve all dix??why do she haf 2 do dix 2 me sia??
haiz...sedih sey...sms her since morning n till nw,satu benda halal pon tak de sey...haiz...sedih....been worried since morning...haiz...tapi takpe la...maybe she tinks she is doin d rite ting...so,y nt go on if u tink it is d rite ting nt replying....maybe i misunderstood u or wad arh...at least inform me or wad...if nt me inform org lain ke aper....nie tidak...haiz...
listening 2 ria nw...dey playing lagu raye cos hari raye haji cumin....cepat eh...holidae lagi lerr kiter...seh ingat sey tym raye...nt dix yr nye arh...dix yr nye no good...gt no mood 2 raye i can sae...i mean a few years bck peh raye...2 gerek...ma relatives sume gather pat ma grandparents nye rumah pat johore baru a few daes b4 raye...so we were like preparing hari raye together arh...dapat main mercun pat jb sey...nt like in s'pore....kite peh kecoh..damn kecoh....kater ramai per....mesti la kecoh....but too bad hw sad....bof my loving grandparents da pass awy...sedih sey...kenangan masa silam..haiz...sedih2....but wad 2 do...god luvs em more....rumah pat jb da kena rent pat org..tak leh jual arh cos ma uncle frm australia kena turun den can settle cos 1st name is his name...susahkan g2...like gv him trouble...so,my otha uncle decided 2 sewakan org....dpt jugak duit sey...so,datz ma old story which remains s memories....hmm...
Finished skool at 1.45pm s usual but gt physics remedial arh....rem starts at 2.15pm so we got 30 mins break...da charlie's angels went 2 da toilet la dulu...hehe!keje biase kiter....pas 2 kiter turun bawah...sesaje je turun...ingat nak g canteen but den tak jadi....aku g jumpa Adha jap pat foyer n bebual ngn dia jap....b4 he goes off arh....he told me he wanted 2 g mkn...jadi nmpk sah i noe he got shortage of money 2 mkn...dat normal arh..he no need 2 tell oso i can noe...so,i offered whether he ader cukup duit tak...n i knew he gt not enuf so i gv him some la...amt which i cud afford....aku tak kedekot la dgn duit....it's always ikhlas nye....sape nak duit mintak je..n ones i offer money,amek je...it's from da hart...den he goes off wid his cute smile... :)
m glad he's happy 2dae...m happy 4 him....hopefulli it's 4 real arh...i mean d smile...hmm...klah...it seems dat i got a lot 2 sae tadi but duno hw cum da takde benda nak bebual lagi...so,bck 2 ya'll later yah...c ya...ciao...
always and forever lovin' you;
10:59 PM
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