My Ramblings

Yipee!tadik pat skol dpt year book..me,fiza n silah haf been waiting lng 4 da book 2 cum 2 us n it finali came 2 us at da very lat memont...haha!bab our form teacher bagik last period arh....n guess wad??4 dox hu r in btss nw n had been 1,noe dat our form teacher is mdm yap...God!out of all teacher mdm yap sak kena...rabakz!haha!but she err....ok2 lah....can get alng...aku still igt sey tym dulu si Bil ckp mata si mdm yap cam goldfish...haha!most of em sae so n dey do agree...kai chen waz such an ass hole mann..haha!dun mind my werds yah...he kept irritating d teacher sia smpkan d teacher tak leh tahan lagi dgn dia...haha!but he's a funny guy arh...onli dat he behaves badly...but kadang he baik jugak...he follows his mood i tink...wen me,fiza n silah puji-ed him 'kai chen hensem',dia peh malu...n he denied...haha!klakar sey...kite pun wonder y guys bile dipuji-ed by gurls dey cam like malu g2 n dey'll deny...hehe!guys!answer dat wun u??muahaha!bully drg lah...skali skale pe..overall skool todae waz okae arh cumer stress skit sal d homewerks arh...it's olways been dat wae...luckily da teachers tak collect nari cume collect geo je tapi 2 pon tak anta cos my fren kata jgn anta dulu...so aku ikot je lah...hmm...did notice she smiled wen wid her frens at da canteen...tym recess lerr...duno if she noticed me arh...tatau lah...cos she seemed bz talkng n laughing wid her frens...hope datz a real smile lah...kant tolerate nimore fake smiles...evryone i noe tries 2 put a fake smile...y pipol??wen u kant produce a fake smile dun produce one..cos it doesnt suit u...trust me...i tot wanna tegur her cos it's been lng since we last meet but den i pk alek takot she tanak meet me wid wad had happened...haiz...ntahlah...but jz noe dat i do miz u...tho i dun show it,i do feel it...haiz...sadness again...

Nw,my dear sista isnt replying my msgs...i duno if she's bz or wad arh..takkan bz sgt sey smp tak sempat reply either 1 of my msgs...satu pon jadi lah...i'm rite here worried wad has happen 2 u but i duno if u're der keeping quiet or smth has happen..hope nth happens 2 u...or maybe u're asleep...niwae,dalah...dun broad over wad we talked bout tadi...i've oreadi done wad i'm suppose 2 do...so u dun worry...he oreadi has a gal n i jz hope dat he lead a beta n happier life wid da gurl...u tak yah risau sal i lah...merana pat dlm i nie hanya buat seketika jer...pulih la ia nanti...i'll get over it sooner or later...depends hw lng i'll take 2 heal den...u dun haf 2 wori yah...

so pipol,i shall take my leave nw...nak g mkn maggi ako yg ako aru masak tadik..hehe!sedap tau...haha!gielr la aku nie...klah...c ya guys n gals soon...4 da prefects,i'll c all of ya tml yah...which is saturdae...train lerr baik2 k...haha!guarentee boring dok..eh,dalah...aku da lapar nie...so,good nitez pipol!sweet dreams...muacks!till we meet again...

always and forever lovin' you;
10:31 PM

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