My Ramblings
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
been havin sore throat since mondae duno wads d cause of da sore throat n damn...it does hurt tau...sakit sey tekak sek2 batok jer...i jz wanna end dix sore throat s soon s possible mann...
I jz wonder y ppl hate him...nt in da sense of hating him 2 da core la but in da sense cam hate him skit jer...alah,like hate his prsence in my life...y do ppl haf 2 hate him??y do u ppl haf 2 balas dendam 2 him n haf intentions of hurting him??dun hurt him...it's me if u all wanna hurt...jz dun hurt him...he doesnt noe anyting...i'm d one startesd all dix...n plz,2 any1 hu haf intentions of hurting him,plz,i beg of u,plz let him go...dun eva hurt him...let it be me if u all haf 2 hurt...my harts' at pain hearing all dox dendam werds in u ppl...PAIN u noe...i gt no specific ppl 2 refer 2 cos der r simply PEOPLE...nt onli one....dun wanna pick n point...d ppl noe urself...nt dat i dun like,mmg la i dun like u all bahave dix wae but tink back la...i brought him into my life...nt him bringing me into his life...get wad i mean??if u all wanna hurt me den i'll accept it wid open arms...jz dun do anyting 2him...
Haiz..my world has been weird dix daes...sal eh??aku pon hairan...damn weird mann...sejak aku kuar ngn drg2 sumer d otha dae,like deir attitude 2wards me sumer change sia...damn...y tings change dix wae...nt dat i dun like it but d change is like nt appropriate la...i mean d boys,malay boyz haf been acting weird dix daes...tak abes2 ngn drg nye 'sayang' la..ish...takmo arh krg...tak satu,lagi satu plak yg start..ish3...n 2 arif,tlg la...jgn merapek arh...kau kan da der zakiah...takmo gni arh...n jgn lerr jadi bunge...kau 2 lelaki tau..jgn suke majuk2 jer...jgn ckp sembarang tau...haiz...sumer bebual ngn aku sayang2 la..ish...like,eh?y u guys acting dix wae 2wards me??aku tau la krg nie gurau2...n i dun want 2 go 2 d extent of getting serious bout dix tau...tlg...
My dear asilah n hafizah,tlg la...aku beg krg..jgn la kacau aku ngn budak butterfly tu..plz la..aku tak suke dia la...kite da tak pape lagi...nth...nt even frens....dier da tak sms aku lagi n aku pon da tak..so,krg plz la jgn kacau aku dier...aku tak suke arh...irritating dgr nama dier...lain la kalau fiza...kau da kenal budak 'bo' 2 lama jugak kan n aku tau kau mesti ader skit feelings 4 dia..mesti ader nye...skit pon mesti ader..tapi aku takde...no feelings 4 him...aku cumer joking ngn kau jer..takkan tak leh plak??
klah...i got 2 change cos goin 4 tuition jap agi arh..so,u all take care yah...c ya soon...ciao!~
always and forever lovin' you;
6:51 PM
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