My Ramblings
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
She left my life jz by sending a few smses...Argh!hw cud dix happen at dix point of tym??hw cud she do dix 2me??i'm nt prepared 2 deserve dix...y me??y mux it be nw??i wun be able 2 take it....AHHHHHHH!!!Fuck la...fuck off ppl...noone cares bout me readi...gt no elders 2 take care of me...so,fuck off...i dun wana be sum1 hu hurt u guys again...enuf of hurting 1..maybe nt 1 but 2...believe wad i sae??my instincts told me i'm gona lose em...jz d matter of tym...haiz...y do i haf 2 receive dix??Damn it!hw do i face ppl??hw??been trying real hard 2 go thru my life but dix haf 2 happen...my god!!i dun haf d mood 2 sleep tho i wud be skooling tml...cud sum1 share my burden wid me??any1??hu's more understandable wid tings in me...i'm in need...haiz...let her be...she wana be dix wae so go on...nt gona stop her...if she tinks by leaving my life wud make her feel gd n nt get hurt by me,by all means...i let her go tho haiz...dix hart is aching too much..i jz mention telling her nt 2 use d werd leave n nw wad happens??she realli left me....haiz...argh!!y???y nw??wad do i do nw??m nt prepared....is any1 awake??i need a shoulder 2 cry on.....i can go on crying till morning which i tink i wud...haiz....slamat la mata...i dun gv a damn 2 u ppl...so,fuck off...i'm nt worth havin....dun even mention of entering my life...life full of shit...maybe u'll regret entering my life but i dun eva regret entering ur life on da 29th November 2002.....so,do wads best 4 urself...i wish u all d best in life....c me soon...howeva soon dat wud be....
always and forever lovin' you;
1:02 AM
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