My Ramblings
Saturday, February 21, 2004
why mux i find out tings which r unpleasant???
y??haiz....sakit sak hati gni...i'm still nt sure y i haf 2 find out da bad tings oways...HAIZ...
he dint msg me but haiz...takpe la...aku tanak org lain terase arh....
been waiting 4 his msgs since dulu lagi but nth came...cam pe kan...but i dun mind waiting niwae...let me wait n wait n wait...duno till wen i can wait...i simply waited 4 his sms-es cos i know he aint got da money 2 top up his card but den....i found out smth...so,wad da heck...takpe la...why mux tings like dix happen 2 me??why??
Niwae,Hajar,i know u mux be still anggap-ing dat i like imman but come 2 tink of it,i jz feel dat i'm lame...undastand??like it's been so lng since i like but in the end i get nth out of him...it's realli disappointing la..of course it hurts a lot but i kant do a ting...so,i'm trying 2 forget him tho it's hard but i'm gonna 4get him arh....i'll make sure i'll 4get him so,u too tell urself i dun like him readi k...ish...dat bitch...u noe hu..but i dun tink so...lah..dat bitch from 3e2 la....tak leh angkat sia she...ish3...damn...i duno wad 2 do readi sia...wad shud i do??
HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...HAIZ...
<19th Feb 04>
I hate her…HATE HER!!!aku benci dia…she's a bitch mann...damn bloody bitch!!!she sucks...sucks big tym....FUCK OFF!!!go away...bleh blah la kau...
Fuck la…go off mann…haiz…Get out of my life…
I tot u cud be trusted but wad da fuck,I waz damn wrong…
Dari dulu me n my frens trusted u so much but u betrayed da frenship dat we
gave u…dint u noe dat u hurt us???I mean u hurt me so much…
damn bloody much….very much kant even descibe da much….
Shit la!I’m so binget bout tings dat happen 2dae…FUCK!!!
I waz wrong 2 tink dat history wun repeat itself….
But den it repeated…found out smth unpleasant 2 my ears…
N it hurts a lot mann…seriously speaking sey…
Aku ingat sape gak yg involve in da ting..dint expect her 2 b involving…
Haiz…noone wud undastand..maybe onli a few cud undastand me..
But I wanna noe y u do dix 2 me???
R u jealous or wad??
Cos it’s lyk u making up stories in telling dat sum1 bout me..
N it’s smth bad sumore…hw cud u…
I dint do aniting wrong 2 hurt u rite??I noe I dint…
BUT Y U HAF 2 DO DIX 2 ME???
Do I actuali deserve it??
I am so disappointed in u mann…
Seems like I gt no more trust in u….hw cud I haf trusted u in da 1st plce?
Dat I duno but I’m da type hu trust ppl at 1st glance but if I found out u lied countlessly,
N sumore bout me,I kant tolerate dat…I jz kant..noone can…so,I’m sorie…
I kant trust u readi…it’s 2 much 4 me 2 accept…I duno hw 2 face u in skul tml..
Haiz…y do tings haf 2 be dix wae??y??ans me wun u???
Takpe la…ape la nasib aku nie kan…dulu da kena cam gni..abe nie kali kena lagi..
Is my life fated 2 be dat wae???good deeds r replaced by bad ones…hw cud dat happen??
Haiz…dah lah…aku blah dulu la…simply got no mood 2 do dix…but I jz gt 2 let out…
P.S: jangan salah anggap tau krg…d prsn I’m refering 2 wun get 2 read dix cos da prsn
Simply dun haf my blog add…so,wad da fuck…nt u all la….
always and forever lovin' you;
3:45 PM
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