My Ramblings
Sunday, February 29, 2004
stupid 4 taking da 1st step in making decisions....haiz...
nw wad do i do??i'm missing him so much...
nt been msg-ing him since smlm early nite...n till nw...he hasnt been msg-ing me n i wun msg him till he msg me 1st....i dun care...i'll wait if i wud....haiz..
pe nak jadi ngn aku nie..kejap 4get him n den again miz him...wads wrong wid me nw??wad happen 2 my old self hu's strong at dix tings??i usta be strong in handling dix kinda tings but y nt nw??i'm weak....haiz....but nvm..i dun giv a damn...
Nw,hw shall i tell my parents dat i'm considering of dropping a maths??hw do i tell em??i'm like suppose 2 tell mdm yup tml d decision dat has been made...deviga called me juz nw...she told me she has made d decision n she's gona drop a maths...she talked 2 her parents readi n her parents agree 2 dat...hw bout me??hw m i gonna tell my mom n dad??wish dey wud agree cos i kant cope wid a maths readi...seriously sia....duno bout Li ting....she's considering of dropping too but duno if she wud arh...cos she passed both a maths papers....if all drop a maths den left wid jane n farhanah arh....cos at first derz 7 of us all together..i mean from our class la...den if 5 drop,left wid farhanah n jane la...aizat's parents dun allow him 2 drop but duno if he still wud la...wei siang has been approved of dropping n left wid me,deviga n li ting...all tml den confirm wid mdm yup..let's c d outcums tml yah...haiz...
Shakira ajak aku ngn syla kluar tapi syla ader tuition kol 12 arh...so like dier abes dlm kol 2.30pm g2..aku nak kena kol dier kol 2.30 nie..jap lagi la tu...tgk pe dier ckp...but hopefulli dier leh g arh...aku boring arh pat rumah...fiza pon samer....padahal ader physics n malay hmwk eh...tapikan org cam kiter nie pemalas la...mane ader buat siang2 nye....malas...giler eh...da lah...hopefulli syla leh g cos i need ppl 2 cheer me up....so,till here my dear frens...i shall take my leave 4 nw...ciao...
always and forever lovin' you;
2:01 PM
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