My Ramblings
Sunday, March 07, 2004
she's none otha den my 1 n ONLY mother...yah...indeed she made me happy 4 da tym bein...4 DA TYM BEIN arh...i noe it's gona be 4 jz a while...n my instincts r rite...c wad i mean...mom oreadi booked da 2 pits 4 me 4 ma bdae....n she oreadi ordered d food n stuffs...c hw she sayang me...she luv me so much sia...she even noes wad i'm looking forward 2...gonna make my bdae dix year grand...tho it's nt celebrated in a hotel,i can still make it grand la...tak kesah celebrate pat mane...s lng s my luv ones r der by my side,i'm ok wid it readi...so pipol,if u wana destroy my bdae,tink carefully b4 doin anyting yah...destroying my bdae party wud also mean dat u're destroying my life..so do plz tink first b4 u all do aniting yah...i jz hope evryting wud be fine within dix few daes....
Hahaha!kekek sak...fiza jz talk 2 me bout smth...peh klakar...nw aku ngan fiza da tak leh tgk muke budak tu..muahaha!kelakar dok...ader ke ader org nie kater fiza ngn abg aniq together-gather...haha!kelakar...muke da lah cam wei loong...datz wad he's like 2 us la..haha!skali kena ngn fiza sak...fiza,sabar eh...kau ader bo..jgn takot...hehe!kelakar giler nye...kekek sey....aku nga ketawa srg2 sak pat rumah...fiza baru gak letak fon....harap2 dier dpt buat bio hmwk arh..tk la smp ketawe je..nanti hmwk tak abez2 plak..wonder hw we will be tml..bile nmpk si abg aniq tu...ppl got da wrong info la...mcm dier srg hafizah gitu eh...byk kan budak name hafizah...haha!nvm den...da kelakar sgt pada kitorang...
niwae,sok skola...ish...cam malas sey nak g skola...fiza ngn aku da mls nak g skola...tadi kite da kluar g tampines mall..g jln2 n stuffs tapi budget takde tak gerek arh jln2...cam nak benda nie benda tu tapi takde duit...i wana get dix adidas shoe which cost abt $74 gitu arh...kasot dier lawah gler sey...fiza tau bab she went 2 da shop wid me...even fiza berkenan pat da kasut...wana get dat kinda shoe but i duno if i can afford it at da tym being arh..haha!tgk la mcm mane kan....tgk keadaan...bck 2 skool...datz all i can sae...weekends cam cpat sey...haiz..mls2 nak g skola...back 2 normal again la...study,remedial n den cca...datz all datz happening in life dix daes...been bz wid skool...project cme pon satu benda pon kiter lom buat..nth untouch....mls la nak g bikin nie project sumer...like mrapek arh d title sumer..sal national dae...wad da heck sia...title project cam lame g2...like untok budak2 jer...waste of tym mann...moments in skool is nt like dulu wer we get 2 enjoy each n evrytym in skool together...d moments we had der...but look at nw...we're all in deep stress n satu2 sot ngn masalah masing2...but we try 2 maintain arh...chill ard wid each otha b4 anyting nt wanted happens....muahaha!missed my sec 1,2 n 3 life...lebih2 lagi sec 2 life...tempat duty...d old canteen...d old foyer wer we usta line up der....d old hall...all memories pat sane sey...d blk pon da demolished..haiz..new 1 cumin up..da tak gerek arh...no more d old one...we're gonna miss da old 1...
haiz...he msg-ed me but i dint reply...duno la wad i'm doin..seriously...actuali i've been waiting 4 his msgs all alng but dey dint come..but wen his msg came 2dae,i simply dint haf d mood 2 reply...ntah...ape da jadi ngn aku pon aku tak tau...dier ckp 'elo...i m ok nw...how r u??'...datz wad he sae...u expect me 2 sae wad??dat i'm ok??NO!!!i'm nt ok...i kant simply lie 2 u kan...so i jz kept quiet arh...told myself if i mean a lot 2 u,u wud sms me again n ask me y i dint reply ur 1st msg...BUT...i guess i m nth much 2 u...sum1 nt worth havin...datz y u dint msg me again..maybe i gt TOO high hope..yah..datz it...i gt too high hopes 4 myself....but takpe la...s lng s u're happy,i'm happy 4u....we'll c wad happen tml yah...dat depends on u...remember u still owe me 1 ting yah...u noe wad..i dun need 2 mention...
niwae,tml kitorang g body world...whole class g arh...tak tau lak kalau class lain g...but i dun tink so arh...bab class lain mane ader amek biology sey...nie budak2 bio jer g bab mdm tan yg organise pe...jadi bio nye budak je la..so,so lng my frens...luv ya all...miz ya all so much...esp him...miss u so much tho i duno hw 2 express it..i still miz ya....muacks!!!
always and forever lovin' you;
9:51 PM
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