My Ramblings

hmm...
been lng since i updated this thang...simply bz wid skool werk la...kesian blog aku kena abandoned...muahaha!but m here now 2 update la....so,let me begin on wad had happen 2 ma life 4 de past few daes...stress,stress n stress...datz wad i've been experiencing nowadaes..haiz...jz wish i cud get rid of de stress immediately out of me...but i kant...i noe i kant...since my love life turned upside dwn,stress been acting up on me...i duno wad 2 do now...simply facing d reality of life which i kant face for sure...it's realli been hard 4 me...duno wads up 4me in near future...hw is my life gonna be like??hopefulli good...so,ppl...decide on whether i shud treat him de rite way,giving him a 2nd chance or jz forgetting him n stop all dox feelings of mine??hw shud i do???rather wad shud i do??some said dun give him chance cos he's been hurting me since den but some say evrybody makes mistakes n needs ammendments....so which is which??hu shud i listen 2??come 2 tink of it,if i hate him,wudnt it be like me not forgiven him till e end of life??is dat hw tings gonna be??kalau g2 la,i dun tink i'll choose dat...i'm not like dat sey...simply not forgiving ppl's mistake..m de type hu easily forgives ppl even b4 d prsn apologise....btol ar syla kater pat aku nye testi...hehe!easily forgives ppl's mistake even if it's a hard 1 la...but forgetting wad happen wun b easy....forgiving is ezy but forgetting d events dat happen is not...haha!1 example is da incident dat happen 2us but major 2 me during sec 1...maseh ingat sak aku....tho it has been lng since d ting happen,my mind still fresh in recalling wad really took plce den...haiz...but wad 2 do...i gotta accept it...i noe...datz part of life..been hearing dat phrase frm diff2 ppl...da common la n i understood dat it's true...so,dun worry...

next,next week gonna be like hell 4 us....ok...hell only 4 a while la...i noe dix programme is like 4 all d sec 4's taking o level dix year...derz gonna be self study starting frm dix coming mondae...so we will be released frm skool at 4.30pm..haiz...der goes my tym....but i guess it's worth it if it's put 2 good use...dun jz waste tym la...o level is coming....mux prepare readi...cca will also be standing dwn starting next week bcause of de self study...huraay!but den it's like de same arh...balek lbt gak...gonna miz my trombone... darn!!!n de members of course..haiz...mine new trombone n den da kena abandone...haiz...maybe hajar's using it...duno...maybe she takes james 1 or either liu yuan's 1....haiz....

Argh!why life has 2 be difficult 4 me??why??bustard sia bro...n i simply get the blame...wads dix??fuck la...n nw mom blame me too...ah yelah...all me..me...me..me...haiz...wad d fuck la...i dint even download a single ting..all dix while been doin fnn coursewerk...i'm struggling doin fnn coursewerk does any1 bothers??does any1 seem 2 care??NO!!d ans is simply NO....dey kant be bothered if i'm stress doin skool project or not....all dey do is jz 2 blame me...n all i can do is jz take d blame..ARGH!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!

always and forever lovin' you;
7:01 PM

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