My Ramblings

I'VE LOST!!!
I ADMIT DEFEAT!!!
haiz........
2 the 1 dat left me 4 her,haiz...i got no say...i oreadi sae i respect any of ur decision n wud accept it....haiz...dat happen so soon...i knew my instincts were rite..n dey were rite...he chose 2 be wid her...i got no say but 2 jz accept...BUT I DUNO HW 2 ACCEPT DAT IN SUCH A SHORT NOTICE...seriously speaking,loved him so much but look wad happen...i'm so stupid....ARGH!!!
nad,can u please stop crying??u're gona get sick dix way...my hart not been werking well....tadi jer pat macritchie reservoir it waz in pain n i gt difficulty in breathing...but i kept quiet...i kept on playing n ignored it...n nw,tot i'm gonna get gud news from him but....d moment i looked at my fon,he spologised oreadi...n frm dat moment,my hart shatters...haiz...shatters in2 more fine pieces.....haiz....y??why do u haf 2 do dix 2me??y do u tell me u like me in d first plce???why??if i knew dix waz gonna happen i wun be loving u n i'll definitely wun be puting any hope on u....if i knew u're gona hurt me so nadly,i wudnt haf love u....i wudnt haf done dat....guess i'm jz one stupid gurl hu's jz stupid....u shudnt haf told me in d first plce dat u haf been liking me since late last year...u shudnt haf done dat if in d end u intend 2 hurt me so much...n break my hart in2 fine pieces...HAIZ........U SHUDNT HAF TOLD ME ALL DAT...n i shudnt haf taken aback by ur sweet werds....haiz....ARGH!!ppl,tell me y m i d 1 hu is olways unlucky??why me??

always and forever lovin' you;
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