My Ramblings

Morning peepz!
me jz woke up...hehe!dari smlm nye tdo lagi ader...muahaha!bomb meletup pon tak sadar..haha!i waz penat arh...dix few days cudnt get enuf sleep...abe pat skola plak penat wid cca n remedial...so,cudnt get enuf sleep ar...lagi2 dix few days my mind waz disturbed...u all noe la bout wad...i dun hafta mention it again..he told me he got 2 days 2 make a diff decision...duno hw cum like dat arh...maybe she asked him 2 do so...since dulu wanted him 2 be mine but i duno if i he wud reali be mine la...i duno....my instincts r telling me dat he wun be mine...he'll definitely choose her..ntahlah...nomatter wad i do 2 determine dat he's gona be mine,my instincts will pop up n say he wun be mine...he will decide on leading life wid her...foreva...haiz...but if dat happens,wad do i do???i guess i haf 2 admit defeat den...i lost....i lost 2 her...but wadeva it is,i haf told him dat i'll respect any of his decisions and wud go by his decision...jz hope dat if he choose her,we wud still be frens n wun b s quiet s we r dix few days...missed his voice..missed his smile...his jokes...den,nvmlah...jz hope we wud remain s frens wen d dae cumes...hope so....we'll c wad he has decide 2 do...make a wise choice dear...i'm not forcing u....c ya all ard...bye

always and forever lovin' you;
10:26 AM

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