My Ramblings
Sunday, April 04, 2004
i'm still not done wid geog...u wun understand how i feel ok...i jz dun want 2 fyte wid u over him..i'm still controlling myself here...dun get me burst out at u 4 no reason...dat'll be bad...u can easily say dat u understand n hope 4 me nt 2 be hartbroken...dun u noe it hurts alot 2 feel dat way??sum1 u love so much leave u 4 anotha....haiz...dat feeling jz hurt...it suck....suck 2 d core...u wun understand...yah,be my buddy indeed...it wun be easy 2 make him my fren so easily n pretend nth happen...i kant do dat....act dat he is my fren n forgetting d love i had 4 him is difficult...hell difficult...haiz...
fyza n syla understood my situation...n nt 2 forget my sis too..she played a big role in my life....she waz by my side practicali d whole nite 2dae...advising me n stuffs...tanx sis..n yah,i noe sum of the parts u mention were refered 2 me...tho it's indirect la...i know....haiz...tanx 2 d 3 of u 4 understanding my situation..krg je la yg aku bleh harapkan..tanx yah...hope u all will be by my side always...helping me lead my life....haiz...klah...wana go n study wad i can..doubt i can study so much...nt in d mood 2 study...but haiz..nvm la..i end here...
always and forever lovin' you;
10:11 PM
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