My Ramblings

Haix...life been hard 4 me..tho bein wid him..i noe la i m greatful 2 haf him in my life but haix...doesnt mean i got no sadness k...got 2 c him onli in skool...da lame tak balek ngn dier since mondae...haix..how i miss dox tyms he send me home..but i dun blame him 4 not sending me home la..he got his reasons 2 do so but I MISS HIM SO MUCH..i kant deny dat...i miss him too much...kept tinking bout him each tym i lie dwn on my bed..cudnt contact him...cudnt do dix,cudnt do dat....haix...AND in de end,wad do i get??he's acting weird 2wards me..actin cold 2wards me??why dear?did i do anyting wrong 2 u??y gime de cold shoulder wen i missed u so badly??waz trying 2 get ur attention but den haix...nth of dat sort happen...haix..seriously...i missed him so bad dat i even got no appetite 2 face any food...my sleeping tym is filled by him...tinking bout him n stuffs..but den,tadi...he wanted 2 return me my compass...hu de hell g blang dier bout de compass story thingie sia??Hu??sape pecah lobang??wen i gv any1 smth,it's expected dat de prsn receive it n take de ting..not return it bck 2 me..get it??so,dun return me bck de compass...n den tot he wanted 2 send me home but nvm..he dint la.. takpe... understood...i paham la..dun worri...but it's quite saddening ahr...cos waz expecting him 2 send me n we cud spend de tym together at least 4 de tym wasted but we dint of course..haix..Nina saw him wid his frens at bdk int ard 2 plus...duno if he hang ard wid his frens or wad...he told me he wanted 2 go home..haix..nvm la..

Haix...n now,aizat is making me FUCK UP!!knape ngn kau nie??aku da ikhlas hati nak tlg tapi kau menyombong...pe sak...anta aku msg abe aku nak tlg kau kater takde pape..pe nie??sudah la kau...aku jadi naek mls nak layan kau...ngn kau nye karena je tak sanggup sak..da lah aku sot nie..kau plak buat hal..sudah la...

*-In my dreams i oways c u soar above de sky...In my hart dey'll oways b a place 4 u 4 all my life..I'll keep a part 4u n me...-*

always and forever lovin' you;
8:40 PM

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