My Ramblings

Elo..i guess it's been lng since i updated dix blogie of mine..it's bcoz of my laziness datz y...der were many happenings dat happened 2 me n i wanted 2 express it here but i simply turn out lazy 2 write em out here..so,i juz kept it in my hart...here goes my entries...

it doesnt mean wen i'm smiling n it shows dat i'm so much happier den b4..noone noes if i'm suffering inside or wad..i've succeeded in putting up a smile wen wid evry1..noone noes if i'm troubled...Datz wen my 2 frens came into de story..dey noticed it..dey grab me bck frm falling...dat holds me till now..we've been thru up n dwn since we've known each otha...lyk wen i fought wid 'A' on de 8th of june,dey were der 2 advice me n stuffs..i noe i dint tell de rest bout dix...i juz dun want dix matter 2 b worst datz y i juz told my 2 frens...juz fer info,i'm sum1 emotional wen it cums 2 matters of de hart so stop playing wid it or i'll get nasty...i've been tolerating such nonsense n playing ard...wait till i kant hold on..u'll c hw i'll turn out 2 be...fer now,i'm still myself,pulling myself tho for i understood ur purpose of joking...wen he smsed me dat very day,malam2 lagi plak tu...i waz half awake...so wadda ya expect frm sum1 hu is half awake??i will sprout nonsense kan...so did wad i'm suppose 2 sae..b4 he did dat,der waz dix sum1 who played prank on me thru sms...ckp peh ckp but all de info he gave me were all bullshit...mrapek sak..i'm fully fedup wid such things...prank,prank n prank..sape tak fed up kan...n wen i'm fed up,'A' thought dat bein fed up over such tings is a small matter...i'm lyk dat...so wad??try doin dat 2 otha gurls...c if dey like it or not..i'm sure dey wud also be mad bout dix...dix juz shows me dat u dun understand me n dun wana accept who i m...dix is totalli difficult...haix...wen he smsed me de next morning,i dint reply...i waz wid fiza n silah at de library...den de next sms sounded lyk he's fed up...at 1st i dun intend 2 reply bck but wen i tot bck,i'll make tings diff if i dun reply his sms-es...so,i replied....n made tings clear wid each otha...n evryting is orite by now...datz good rite...haha!giler sak aku...so my next entry will be cumin up next...stay tune 2 my blogie...

always and forever lovin' you;
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