My Ramblings

haix...
why life has 2 be so cruel??
why??
y make sum1 love me so much n telling me dat de prsn kant get me??
i noe de prsn is so hurt by wad i haf told de person...definitely...
but i dun mean 2 tell u dat...seriously...i'm hurt by my own werds...
my god!please stop all dix craps...i'm so sad...forgive me my dear...
i got no intention of doin dat...please dear...u'll find sum1 better den
me...trust me...hope we'll remain s frens...close frens...do confide me
wen u need me orite...i'll be der oways 4 u...dun b sad aitez...

niwae,had a chat wid him juz now n i waz so stupid 2 be so emotional...
cried at his werds...my god!kant i be strong in dix matter??haix....
he remind me of de past...so sad...sedih sey...but he manage 2 cheer me
up back...so good...haha...

but i'm sad bck...anotha prsn make me sad...he make me sad....argh!
hate it...his werds r so damn hurting...dun joke lar..please...i beg of u
not 2 do dat...i'm not a les ok...so plz stop it...

haix..i miss my sis so much...nak sms dier takot nanti pe plak dier kate.
coz it has been lng since we sms-ed each otha...cam ntah la..nak blg dier
i miss her tapi cam takot arh...scared she'll say i tipu..but really,i'm
not lying...i tak tpu...it's a matter of missing her...n datz a true fact..
tot wud terserempak her pat bdk int afta skool but dint saw her at all..
suppose she's buzy wid her life n skool...prollly she's buzy..datz y...
i duno wad 2 do readi lar...haix...

btw,i will be goin out wid de band members tml..i mean sundae la..go watch
movie...maybe at cineleisure or sumwer near orchard i guess...hope we'll
enjoy each othas' company n enjoy de day...haha!hope mom let me come home
late...coz we're realli gona enjoy tml..bukan la g clubbin sume...haha..
well,we'll be taking loads n loads of neoprints s wad alyssa has said...
yeah...take many2..n den all dox pics will remain s memories...haha...
ok la...i tink i go 1st...haf 2 wake up early tml..nitez...

always and forever lovin' you;
10:06 PM

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