My Ramblings
Thursday, August 19, 2004
if can rite, remember me till as long as u can..tts all i ask...juz good luck wif u and him..and wish u two long lasting.. seriously, tho i dun like him ah. .haha.. but still im sincere..memories would remain as memories my dear.. tho to u im nothing, to me u were ma 1st luv..hard to forget but a must to forget.. trying hard...and so far suceeded..
haiyo..his werds...haha!but nvm...u'll have someone much more better than me...trust me..u will..so dont worry k..maybe we were not meant 2 be...so yeah...guess u have another gurl in ur heart..so go 4 it aitez...u have my blessings....
Saturday(14/8/04)
Haiyo…stupid blogger…lame je aku tk masok abe nak sensitive arh tanak recognize aku..haha…binget sak…nak update jadi tak update sey….bodoh…haiz…life been err…bleh lar…good n not good…got B4 for my malay o level..n I waz expecting so…haiz…so devastated..so disappointed in myself..y can fiza do it n I cant?why??m I stupid or wad??y cant I just do it??enuf of dat k…
Let me talk abt smth else dat happen…hmm…family??my family is falling apart…haiyo…I dare nt tell ppl wads goin on..i’m so scared..so afraid…I don’t want de family 2 fall apart nor do I want any fightings in de family…been pressurize over dix matter…mom dint know abt it..neither did anyone…my darling arif also don’t know bout dix…haiz…went out 2 orchard 2 buy de von dutch sling bag wid ma mom n bro on Friday(13/8/04)…afta dat went 2 lepak wid de rest at bedok town park…cam biase arh lepak2 ngn drg..at least tk boring..we played de see-saw…haha…cam budak kecik..da mlm2 pekik2..haha..cam ape…cox we were challenging who is de lightest n de heaviest…aku byk kali kena bully cox waz among de lightest wad… haha…sek2 ternaek je aku..overall waz fun lar…haha…mkn gula2 mcm lantak ape ntah…gula2 sape ntah…main mkn je aku..haha..tk yah malu lar..mkn je..sebat je…haha…da bagi amek je la kan..haha..abe lps tu kitorang maen benda ape ntah…pusing2…kite diri…den kite jln…de rest were bare feet tapi aku kai kasut…malas la nak bukak kasut..nak kena ikat balek nanti…malas is de werd..haha…abe first2 sume jatuh…tinggal aku ngn yanah..abe plak yanah jatuh…tinggal aku srg…champion.. yeayea.. haha..2nd round..tak leh maintain arh…byk sgt ktawe smpkan tejatuh..but den de boys da jatoh dulu lar…baru aku jatoh..n my darling arif,sempat rescue aku…hehe..tanx darling…dier sempat hope aku from falling..haha..i’m so touched..hehe…den yan g tolak yanah..tejatoh trus pat pasir..kesian dier…ape la yan..haha..tak baek sey kau..haha…den kite balek dlm kol 11pm g2…he send me home..smp pat depan rumah lagi sey..haha..
Oops…I forgot 2 mention..bile tadi on de way nak jumpe my mom,saw my sis..hehe…she wid shahidah sec 3…recognize her from behind tapikan takot salah org jadi asked my bro 2 tgk..n den betol la it’s kak budd…haha..lame gile sey tak jumpe dier…serious…reali..da lame..n been lng since we sms each otha…she looks like she has lost weight…haha..dat one I cant help it but 2 say it..haha,..i know u don’t like it but I say readi..haha…miss her…miss her..miss her..haha…thankfully i get 2 c her…haha…after so long..haha
always and forever lovin' you;
7:17 PM
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