My Ramblings
Monday, September 27, 2004
haix..haix...haix...mama...y do u haf 2 do dix 2 me??why??u usta gime all de freedom in de world...de most freedom evryone wud want 2 have....but y not now??dix few days??isit cox of de luv bite??if it is i duno wad 2 say...it's juz a luv bite n i did promised nt 2 do it again...y wun u trust me??why??it hurts a lot u noe...been crying all dat out since i came back home...only u dint take notice...played game wid adeq n dint bothered 2 ask anyting abt me...it's so saddening u noe not??u dont...datz y i'm telling u...im sumone who doesnt speak up anything im lacking in,in front of de very person face 2 face...im nt dat type of sumone....u dint even notice if i backfired...cox u dint even bother 2 ask...i told ya it's an embarassing feeling wen u scolded him behind...he heard it all....he waz so hurt dont u noe dat??of course u dont.....im nt trying 2 be rude bt its all against my will....i dun wish 2 do dix but u made me do it...cant a boy send her gurl home...takkan dier nak anta smp depan pintu...mesti la malu...smp kat tangga cukup la.....i noe i made a mistake nt telling u i met him 4 a while...tapi takkan 2 pun mama nak marah...sorry lah...mama cuba bayangkan.....d pegi jumpe dier n mak dier nmpk..mak dier tak suke...abe mak dier panggil d betina instead of perempuan...mama suke tak??mesti mama tk suke kan....it's de same way....he waz too hurt....abe mama nak marah2 d lagi...sedih tau tak....d nangis mama mane tau....mama sibok je tgk tv ngn adik.....i had enuf.....mama tau tk d mcm nak keluar je tau...tapi d tahan je....d ingat mama....argh!! i cant take it..... mama,kalau bace nie,d mintak maaf kalau d tersinggung perasaan mama..d tk bermaksud nak buat g2.......
always and forever lovin' you;
8:10 PM
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