My Ramblings
Sunday, September 05, 2004
"Very sure...i luv u very much...even more den dat...i cant even express it in a sentence"..."Lautan yg luas i sanggup berenang..padang pasir i sanggup langkah..."
haha....dat is wad he said 2 me....
ewah!!btol nye jiwang matair aku nie..haha..tapi takpe la...bgs jugak...leh aku manje2 ngn dier...ahaha...derz always advantages pe...hehe...
Dix waz wad said 2 me wen we had a tiff regarding de thing on adha...
"I juz cant describe by werds hw i feel 2wards u..mayb my limited vocab or maybe derz no such word..i dun want anyone to take u away from me..." Aww!!dat is so sweet darling...tho i waz mad at dat time,dox last few sentences made me realise how much i meant 2 u....hehe...
"I'm willing to spend my time even my life wid u in watsoeva state be it hard or easy times juz to make u smile..ur smile signifies an achievement for me"....
wah!!cam real je smile aku nie eh..haha...klakar sak...people always say my smile makes em happi..haha...ape jer...bedek arh...wad is der in my smile sey??aniwae nad,appreciate je la org da ckp g2...nie byk ckp plak...haha!!!!
Aniwae,recalling from de past events...teacher's day concert waz ok lar..dey did quite a gd job tho it's not so interesting...at least dey put up some effort pe....bleh la tahan..mane leh ckp tak bgs...org da susah payah sey...afta de concert thing,waz released at 11.40am...priviledge tau...skola laen sume tk dpt balek siang..haha...dat very tuesday,went back 2 damai..yipee!!waz excited tho...cox i get 2 meet my old frens...lame tak jumpe drg tau...miss em so much...fiza waz also excited...dier lagi lame tk jumpe kwn2 dier sey...aku ajak-ed syla mule2...but den she has plans readi..jadi aku g sendiri lar...meet kwn2 aku sume pat luar skola...abe masok skola samer2 arh...most of de faces look rather different...cox most of em r much younger den us...de batch dat graduated after us...n dox 2 yrs graduants...haha....sume muke cam pe sey...tgk org semcm...n de fucking OM..plus de principal....like toots sia.....irritating freaks....ader ke halau org kluar skola...n all we did waz 2 sit in de canteen n talk among our frens...skali kena halau..mak kau...darah peh up...ape tk....evryone waz maki-ing hamun de OM..he threatened 2 call de police if de former students dont go out immediately...lucky der waz bedok west's platform....we stand der...tmpt tu bukan nye hak damai pe...so we stoo der 4 a while...untill a few former students went back in de skool..kite pon sneak in arh..ape lagi...senyap senyap..n den makin ramai plak masok...n de OM n principal cudnt do anyting....dey juz kept quiet...padan muke....sibok je... lepas jumpe teachers sume,kite blah dari tmpt tu...we went 2 de airport...lepak2 arh..lame kite tk lepak same2...g makan pat staff canteen dulu.....den g pat viewing mall..kite duduk2...take pictures n talk craps...mepek2 sumer kluar arh....lambai2 org pat bawah...haha...drg semua jokers...lagi kecoh arh tmpt..org nak tmpt yg senyap tapi kite buat bising..haha..irritating bunch of kids...haha........we took de bus n went our seperate ways after dat.....
Recallling again.....
Aizat commented that me n arif waz de manje type of couple...haha....klakar...cox dat tym me,arif,zat n liyanah lepak...mlm2 kalau tak salah...afta i finish tuition....den smth happen....i waz like manje2 wid arif...den zat ckp la...dier pon tau matair aku tu kadang manje...haha...dat cant be denied...hehe....but since i know my darling,he is trying 2 change lar...dulu org ckp dier bunga n kuat jugak mrajok...but he's getting on wid changing into becoming more manly...haha..more manly sey....nice job darling....hehe....hmm...guess datz all...i'm getting sleepy here...so nitez nitez...sweet dreams darling...i miss u so much darling...muacks!
always and forever lovin' you;
1:31 AM
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