My Ramblings
Sunday, October 17, 2004
hmm... life is ever changing...non-stop it'll change.... bt y??mux life change ever tym??it is so complicating u noe.... haiyo... im missing so many people... my darling... my dear alyssa... my adeq... my sis... haix... miss em so much... duno wad happen 2 me,suddenly i feel like my life is incomplete.... den i started 2 read de emails alyssa sent me... haix... how i missed de tyms we spent together... de pics we took... de laughter... de words spoken... i miss em all... we r like so drifting apart.. im waiting 4 her 2 reply 2 my email... n duno if i'd get one soon... hope so.... dint c her in sch... prolly she's busy wid n level yar...bt nahmind... wads impt is dat she's happi wid her life... maybe she's avoiding me... nt a single sms is sent 2 me... nt even one... we usta send each otha msgs...everyday.. n i mean evry single day... since de day she decided 2 leave me,i mean avoid me,she has stop msging me.... n till dix very day,i havent heard anything abt her... hmm... hope she's doin fine... erm,same goes 4 me... if u're leaving my life s a special fren do plz tell me...nomatter wad...do find a way 2 tell me dat u're leaving 4 de better...i'll be much appreciated by dat... dun keep me waiting 4 u 2 tell me dat cox it'll hurt continuing waiting widout getting de ans soon... so hope u'll do de rite thing... all de best 2 ur life... im fine... dont haf 2 worry bout me... remember dix.... u happi,im happi too...u'll sad n i'll stay sad too...... nomatter wer u r,wadeva u do,u'll still be reminded of by me.... but i wun noe if u're sad if u dun tell me rite?? datz up 2u k... i'll be der weneva u need me.... missing u.....
pipol,wish me luck 4 tml's prac yar... hehe... tanx....nitez pipol.... luv ya all.. muacks!
always and forever lovin' you;
10:34 PM
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