My Ramblings
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Haix…so much things has change…me n alyssa usta be so close together…so extremely close….i can say even closer than being close wid my bf…but I duno wad has happen…we usta sms each otha evryday..not even a single day is missed….but look now…wad happen?? We have missed so many days of sms-ing…I dare 2 say I miss her…haha…miss her poems…miss her words…her laughter….nt dat I like her…no…but I like her as a special fren…someone who waz der 2 comfort me wen I waz so down…so so down..she waz der 2 cheer me up..but wad happen now gurl…wers de Alyssa I usta noe??prolly u have change cox of wad I’ve given my ans as… seems like u’re getting on pretty well yah…gud 4u….ouh yah…dun worry…I understand…u need tym by urself 2 study…nvm…I noe k…don’t worry…wish u all de best my dear…
November 4, 2004
Haiz… o level is still on… my next paper, which is maths paper 2 will be dix coming mondae… im yet 2 study 4 maths paper 2 n den geog…dat will lessen my burden 4 de upcoming hari raye…I do wanna celebrate u noe…everyone does… hu doesn’t want… but it’s just dat o level is here n everyone is trying their best 2 overcome de stress n do their papers…
So far, I’ve completed my Malay, social studies, English, physics n maths paper 2… malay waz tricky I admit… den im dead 4 social studies..most of my classmates wud be dead… dey spotted de wrong topic n studied em…bt instead diff topics came out…Switzerland, de diplomacy n democratic n Japan industrial development…haiyo… all I study dint come out…it’s such a waste n I regret it so much nt studying Switzerland..yg aku bodoh g blaja merger 2 knape??haix… I regret it so much bt wad 2 do…it’s all over…I’ll b waiting 4 my results je lar…haiz….
November 9,2004
Mama's bdae today!!! yeah!! yoohoo!! Happi bdae mama dearest... may u be blessed wid all de wonderful things in life n continue 2 be hapi always wid ur luvd ones.... nevertheless,u're become de bestest mom anyone wud wanna haf..noone can ever replace u.... u're done so amazingly n dedicated 2 de title "a mother"... haha....haf fun on ur bdae k mama....god bless!!!
hmm...hari raye is cumin soon... got my baju yesterday...wearing maroon on de first dae...de whole family i mean..n mom found a maroon baju kurung in dad's cupboard...haha...we're gonna force it into him...dun care...i'll do de job..let me handle.... dad is oways seen in his black baju kurung...ape jer....suke nah black...tukar la...haha...yah..so got my baju kebaye which is maroon in colour....bought it at first lady...mama oso bought it at 1st lady....but bro bought his at de bazaar der....but i kinda dun like de size arh...like so big...but den,bro like big,big arh...jadi if he use it comfortable den takpe la....s long s he wears it sudah...dat'll b gud readi.... amazingly,bro lose 9kg...mann...im so jealous....bt too late la kalau nak lose weight cox of raye..da brape hari je sey...no effect nye...i really salute my bro arh...he can juz eat an apple 4 buka....n den sahur he eat arh...den he went jogging either in de morning or in de afternoon...style kan..bleh tahan sey....datz y i say i salute him...haha....
so,next paper is geog n fnn...ouh no....im dead...geog je da byk fikir2 sey...ape lagi fnn wid de essay...45 marks u noe...i cant afford 2 lose out de marks....aiming high 4 fnn...n i noe i can do it...n 4 geog,i need 2 buck up....hope it'll pull up my combine humanities marks...social studies screwed up readi...hope nt 2 de geog...let me gain my marks back plz.... 2 all de o level candidates,wishing u all de best wid de next paper.... ciao~
always and forever lovin' you;
9:57 AM
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