My Ramblings

first n foremost... im writng in bof malays n eng kay... so continue reading if u all wanna noe wads happening if nt bleh la angkat kaki jalan... okay,me n her decided 2 berserah je... berserah kepade tuhan yg maha esa.. moga2 allah s.w.t membuke hati nye utk realise... den we'll see wad will happen... but i can sense dat der will be a two-sided story.. serious... one speak anotha de otha speak anotha... argh! heck... wad i noe.. we speaking de truth... nothing but de truth... c'mon... be realistic... do u think bof of us wud lie 2 each otha n make up stories n den tell each otha abt it??? c'mon .... think we got so much time ah?? we wun bother 2 do such lame things unlike sum people do... we're busy wid each othas' life.. at least we took de initiative 2 sms each otha... unlike sum ppl... so think abt it properly... think hard... knock sum sense into urself la... or u want me 2 do it fer u? if i happen 2 do it den i duno wad 2 say readi ah.. meaning u're nt matured enuf 2 handle things datz happening de way it happens... im oreadi beginning 2 not trust ppl cox of U! honestly...im saying all dix honestly... i waz once betrayed by a bestfren.... n now?? wad happened?? who BACKSTEP who nw?? i waz hurt being de victim of being betrayed by my own frens... how hurtful can dat get... wun u understand? u wun.. u juz wun.. if u wud,u wud haf years ago.. but no... dat dint happen... frankly speaking, i onlie got one person hu i can trust now... i noe i've been a veri bad person fer bad-mouthing dix person years ago oso but u noe im seriously sorrie abt wad i've done tho i do still feel guity... i waz BRAINWASHED... i dint realise u meant a lot 2 me... fer dox dirty minded ppl,she's my fren ok... so she mean a lot 2 me as a fren okay... she made me realise hu's de true fren finally... we've learnt rite?? so hopefully we'll be by each othas' side thru thick n thin... we'll protect each otha aite?? so now den i realised de real person dat i need... de fren sumone wud need... dint realise it earlier on... 2 dat sumone,tanx so much 4 making me realise all datz happening... kalau kau takde,aku mesti da lungkup.. mati la g2... tanx so much... learnt my lesson... but things dat r done cannot be undone... we'll go by de flow...

PiNkY regrets it all....

always and forever lovin' you;
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