My Ramblings

gosh. i waz sick de whole
of yesterday.
believe me. tho waz sick,
i cudnt resist 2 go fer shoppin.
hu wudnt want rite?
so went 2 mit mama at bugis.
cox i wanted 2 get de girls'
boxer. n undies. hehe.
my eyes were areadi in pain.
readi 2 pop out.
hahas.
my body waz realli weak
but i didnt complain much.
wudnt want mama 2 wori.
datz all. bt den asked her 2
take me 2 breakfast cum lunch.
i dint eat much de previous day.
ate onli 3 egg tarts n hotdog
bread 4 dinner.
hw pathetic. dat waz y i became
weak in de morning.
ate chicken rice at banquet.
bt yet i cudnt finish it.
no appetitte. mama finish it.
den gt e chick sumore 2 go
somerset cox wanted 2 look
4 my frens' bdae presents.
tgk betape baik nye aku.
haha. off we went 2 somerset.
de usual plce. n den we got
free coke sia. haha.
dey were promoting coke in
bottle. so gt 2 of em 4 free.
waz extremely hapie bein
wid mama.
nevertheless,we enjoyed
each othas' company.
heheh.
i still down wid flu.
haix. running nose.
haha. hidung lari.
i better get well by tml.
ade kendarat ngn sylaa
besok. sheesh!
hopefully i'll b ok.
meeting her at ard 920 lyk
dat n im nt yet asleep nw.
im gonna sleep soon.
n yes, y cant i jz 4gt HER?
why??!!
each event dat happened,
derz always her inside of
my head.
de coke drink.
de shop.
de song.
haix.
why cant i do it?
i dun wana continue
bt i cant seem 2 do dat.
haix.
sumtimes ppl says,
"it takes a veri long tym
2 heal a deep cut. it may
take days,weeks,mths
or even years"....
n i knew it came true.
n i hate it!!!
hate it so much.
go away!

always and forever lovin' you;
1:27 AM

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