My Ramblings

i do realise dat we're drifting apart.
bt y now? im so lyk missing u a lot.
but nt a single msg of urs i wad i
not get.. msgs frm otha ppl is wad
i haf... none frm urs...
wad happen???
r u dat busy 2 even send me a msg?
if u kept waiting 4 my msg
each day,wen will dix end?
u tell me...
i wait 4 ur msg n u wait 4 mine..
wen will dix simply end?
at tyms,i gave in... msg-ed u 1st.
but plz lah... takkan i nak msg u
1st slalu... i noe tak salah or even
den u'll say it s my own initiative.
so wer's ur initiative?
i tau u pakai prepaid bt sms-ing
me 1st at tyms tk slh kan?
u noe i usin bill bt bill tu pon i byr.
same s urs. it's my own money.
den wen im all quiet,u too
remained quiet. u dint even ask
why.. bt instead u'd say y i dint
ask too.u were lyk blaming me
pulak. u werent dix way last
time. n i wonder y now......
dat remains a qn....
u wun noe hw much i misses
u each n evry nw n den...
u wun noe.. noone noes...
onlie me,myself n i noes
wad im feeling...
n yes,abt farhan.......
u noe he's my fren...
onlie a fren n nt more den dat
a fren hu waz der wen i
needed sumone....
i noe he's a guy...
yes i noe.
but he did a gd job.
in saying gd things.
cheered me up.
made me smile.
i wud say all out 4 him.
wen i waz down he waz der.
so dat makes us pretty close.
bt jz s frens.
u noe dat long ago.
so plz. i beg of u.
dun tink of de negatives.
i noe my limits well.
dun worry.
im ending here.

always and forever lovin' you;
12:36 AM

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