My Ramblings
Monday, May 30, 2005
yeah.
so met my dear at admiralty.
so far.. 2 me lah.
i was like looking forward 2 meet him okae.
been long since we last met.
he was busy wid his stuffs n i was busy wid mine.
so we met.
n im completely lost 2 him.
i mean my hart.ahahaha. lols!
i duno y bt i jz suddenly feel different yest.
like im so blessed having him ard.
he brought me 2 de blocks near his plce.
his frens were also der la.
lepak-ism.
de frens played guitar.
so funnie sia.
den me n dear talk2.
not talk cock okae.
we talk sense.
asked him wer he was previously frm.
he was frm woodlands ring sec.
anione frm der??? hehe.
n he's nt continuing ite now.
he's doin it next yr.
dats wad he said la.
itu pon he not so sure yet.
bt dat's all up 2 him la.
as long s he continue studies it'll be alright.
den he played wid my hair.
takde keje tau dier.
n we talked abt conditioners n stuffs.ahaha.
he called me golden monkey cos of my hair.
kongasam nye bdak. lols!he kacau-ed me.
de usual stuffs.
n im so happie okae.
spending time wid him jz sitting
down make me veri hapie.
dats all i needed frm him.
de LOVE. n attention.ahaha.
all attention was given 2 me yest.
really!he was also getting all mushy.
haha!
he leaned his head on my head.
cos i was leaning on his shoulder mah.
hw romantic cud dat be??!! lol.
my dear is such a darling.
n I LUV HIM so muchy.
i was so engrossed looking at him.
n wen he turned 2 look at me,i look away.
paiseh leh. malu u noe. i shy2 de.
aniwae,dear noes wen 2 joke n wen
2 be serious.not like sumone.
wadeva it is,i dun wish 2 remember de past.
frankly,dear nvr fails 2 put up a smile.
serious. he's always smiling.
even wen it's a lame thing. ahaha.
he nvr fails 2 smile. dat i assure all of u.
n i noe,deep inside. he's nt dat hapie.
i mean we dun keep secretsso i noe my dear kae.
no need tell de world.
he's jz smiling 2 make me hapi.
n im hapi bt sad too. haix.
i jz wish i cud do smth 2 make him really hapie.
really sia.he was like joking evrytime.haha.
dear2.....
wadeva it is,i still love him.
he's all mine.
den we went 2 de shop 2 get sum drinks.
asked me wad i want bt i dun want.
kenyang la. we sat at a different location afta dat.
near de park. dun think differently kae.
de park got a lot of ppl.so we did nth so obseen.
haha!a new thing learnt.
taught by dear's fren.
"kalau i manje wid dear,
makne nye i sayang dear
kalau dear manje ngn i,
makne nye dear wants smth frm me".
translated in eng.
"if i b so mushy wid dear,meaning i luv him.
bt if dear b so mushy wid me,
meaning he wants smth frm me"
ahahahahhaha.
n at dat very point of time,
dear was like being so manje 2 me.
really manje one.
i loike!
n i noe wad he meant by doin dat.
haha.
can read his mind.
n den he laughed.
he aint serious of course la.
smth happen n den i merajuk.
of course de bluff2 one la.
n dear immediately pujuk-ed me.
i hesitated 2 turn.
he did a lot of stuffs.
n made me luff like hell.
bt den i remained stubborn. dun turn.
he joked again. his fren laughed.
n wen de fren luff,i canot stand any longer.
i oso luff. lols!
den he said "sowie".n dat was so sweet.
n cute sumore.
sengaje buat suare cute eh u.
haha.
ouh yah,dear's socks were so cute sia.
serious.
i duno hw 2 describe bt wen i say
his socks cute he said,"tgk lah org nye"..
ish3.. perasan nye darling aku nie.
lols!gtg.continue later.
always and forever lovin' you;
9:21 PM
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