My Ramblings
Monday, May 23, 2005
okay.. let me start....
went 2 wedding at jurong wid my mom..cox her fren's daughter wedding..so far..
travel time at least 1 hour...n wen reached der,we took de food..
den sit down... eat.. tink ard 20-25 mints onlie..den finish..
sia la.. waste time okay..told my mom.. if dix happens evrytime,i say ah..ppl wudnt go..
stay at eastern part,wedding at western partgo den eat n den go home..
walao eh.. sucha waste of time.....but den,dint waste de trip..
me n mama went de shooping centre near de boon lay mrt..we shopped.. bought clothes...
been eye-ing it.. so finally got it.. yeay! bought sum tings 4 my colleages too since im gonna resign soon.. hmm..so sad liao..went bck 2 bedok int... wait 4 de bus... 228..den got dix aunty..
a malay aunty... she was in front of us.. she looked me frm top 2 bottom sia..serious.. i was feeling uncomfortable... she looked so many times... maybe cox i wore baju kebaye n wid my nails polished black..okay.. she shudnt haf had dat stare look at me..it's my life n she aint gona say anyting.. argh! i hate it wen ppl stare...den boarded de bus...she looked at me again...like want 2 eat me up sia..den told my mom abt it.. she said nvm la.. ppl ought 2 look..my fault oso mah.. ehehe...
at nite,went out wid mama,bro,cik hawa,cik razak n adilah..she's so damn cute.. my cousin.. damn cute sia..huggable.. kissable.. so cute!!!we went 2 get sum sweater.. windbreaker..
4 de hols ah.. goin australia remember... den cik hawa gettin de stuffs at simei..
de sweater 4 adilah so cute..n i cant wait 2 c her wait dat small mitten.. woohooo...
adilah is such a cutie pie...she did de pedas ting meaning hot... which i duno hw 2 explain..
she use her mouth la... den she did a lot of expressions wid de mouth... haha.. so funny..
we luffed like hell sia...den in de van.. my uncle on de music.... she moved her head 2 de music...she did wad me n syla used 2 do during dox days..but wid sumone else oso.. we three.. ahaha..in de bus.. syla,kao igt tk?? pat blakang bus??wid de head.. den we looked ard 2 c if ppl noticed us.. ahaha..so funny.. dat remind me of de past... i dun want 2 remember anyting...
i wana 4get tings...i dun wish 2 remember de past..not anymore..i hate it 2 bits n pieces...
wid de past containing him n her..gosh! it sucks 2 de core mann... i wonder hw de celebration of raye wud b 4 dix yr..wud it be affected?? do i get 2 celebrate it wid em??de rest of my sec sch frens??hmm... i jz wonder...but hu cares??!! i dun care. u care?? no u dun.so wadeva la.. im gettin over de past.. so bad past..n i really dun wish 2 look back n turn bck time..no i dun...
im satisfied over wad i haf now...
i haf farhan.. my bf..
i haf asilah... my one n onlie true fren.. i dare 2 say dat.i got nth 2 hide...serious..
i got my family.. my own flesh n blood..my mom,my dad n my onlie bro..he even advised me.. see de power of having a younger bro..he advised me alot of stuffs.. i tank him 4 doin dat......
life suck.
trust me.
bt lucky ting i've met new frens.
hu's willing 2 heal de broken hart.
n i tank u dear,4 saving my life. 4 mending dix broken pieces....
always and forever lovin' you;
3:05 AM
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