My Ramblings

hmm... im losing all my appetite.. serious.. since de day "dat event" happened... haix.. serious sia.im nt lying.. dat time went out wid my dear farhan,we went 2 mcdonald abt 3 to 4 times like dat.all different places of mcdonald at orchard.. cox dearie was still hungry.. bt i was de opposite.first he bought de mcwings meal.. bt i drank ice lemon tea ONLIE.. n im oready full.. morning ate kacang pool wid 2 breads.. dat oso i dint finish up de kacang pool.. i duno y.. bt i jz cant finishall de food dat i eat... how bad can dat be?? i oways finish my food u noe.. den 2nd visit 2 mcdonald.. haha.. dear bought ice cream.. i dint eat cox still full.. heh.. de next visit he ordereddouble cheeseburger i think.. wid de drink.. ICE LEMON TEA... he ordered dat cox of me.. aww.. how sweet can he get?? ahahahah.. im goin crazy.. n he's finally full.. ahaha.. funny lau.. bleak~ bt den he said nanti pat rumah he'll eat again.. omg! so big stomach.. unlike mine.. so yah.. im always in full stomach tho i dint eat much... duno why.. bt it's good mah.. can lose weight like dat... hehe... mom's been worrying abt me.. my eating habits n stuffs... cox she knew i always eat onlie mah.. den now dix happens,i dint eat.. she scared i'll fall sick... bt no worries k mama.. i'll be fine.. jz dat my mind is bothered abt wad jz happened. n wen i wana go home alone jz now frm werk,mama thot i was goin sumwer alone n den do stupid things.. c'mon mama.. haha.. i wun kill myself kays.. haha.. dun worry.. i wun kill myself.. i luv myself.. i jz wonder y mama thinks dat way... it shocked me.. maybe she's jz worried abt me.. too worried... n im so touched u noe.. eh,think i update tml k.. nak tdo ah..


P:S... dearie,wen r we gonna meet?? i miz u so much u noe... promise u'll do anything 4 me dix saturdae kae.. u said it.. bleah~ haha... luv ya... muackkss!!

always and forever lovin' you;
6:45 PM

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