My Ramblings

Im jz glad dat evrythings over.. okay.. nt evrything bt partly la... yest,asked dear dix qn.. "If one day sum1 talk back or humiliate me,wud he defend me or defend dat sumone??"... he straight away say,"As ur guy i will always stand wid u"... awww.. dat is so touching... imtouched by his werds... den like i scared if one day DAT SUMONE look 4 dear n ask 4 troublela.. dun want dat 2 happen cox he noes i left him partly cox of dear... hah. accept de fact la.. c'mon... n dear wish 2 start a new relationship wid no probs... so i shall grant his wish... n try 2 4get abt evrything dat happen in de past... jz gime time 2 heal dix broken hart k dear..im sure wid ur support n love,i'll recover in no time.. n not 4getting de friend i had 4 sucha long time.. tanx 4 ur support gerl... kalau kau tkde,aku tk tau nak buat ape.... i shall nt waste any more of my precious time over dat farkin ass.. ahaha.. it's true wad dat precious fren of mine said... looks of frens can be deceiving... n it sucks wen u came 2 noe dat e fren u trusted most backstabbed u... dat sucks a lot.. i regretted taking him s a fren...seriously... i still remembered,last time,during sch days... my otha gerlfrens said dat it's no usebefrending him... he's sucha kentalan.. bt i dint hear wad dey say.. i still hang on n befren u..i helped u.. in evry way dat i can... i duno y i still defended u... maybe cox i treated u s one ofmy frens... BUT jz cox of ur so-called brother,u pushed me away... pushed me away so fardat i can no longer be seen... isit fair 2 me??? tink!! c'monu haf a brain 2 think... god gv u de brain 2 think... balance things okay... dun jz give conclusions..........kalau conclusion sdap dgr takpe jugak.. it all sucks.. sucks 2 de core.. im nt gona let u off so easily.. believe me... i still got my dear.. i still got asilah... ppl hu i can trust most... ppl hu rprepared 2 go thru thick n thin wid me.. always supporting my back frm falling.. so y wud i needsumone like u?? hu cant even think of others feelings??? u offended me a lot of times... n i cantstand it animore... i will make things difficult 4 u... so u wun 4get wad has taken place....it'll haunt u down....


okay enuf... i dun wish 2 talk abt dix... im getting tired of it... it jz irritates me... i shant 4get wad happen.... 4give??? let's jz say i'll think abt it.. u too disappoint me... i already gave dear my word.. so i shall 4get wad actually took place... nt at one go.. bt parts by parts.. n i noe i cando it... so unimportant ppl,plz dun disrupt my life... pls dun put me on hold anymore.. pls dun pressure me nimore... i've had it......

always and forever lovin' you;
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