My Ramblings
Sunday, June 05, 2005
a drag morning.
woke up,bathe n had my breakfast
which was de crackers.
i dun feel like eating anything.
n one more thing,
i dun eat baked beans.
yucks!
dad cooked em jz now wen he
was back frm work dat is.
dint eat de baked beans of course.
den watch tv.
bored ready.
on de comp.
surf net.
chat wid ashirah.
we talk abt my sis's wedding.
all like screwed up.
duno hu's into de kendarat thing.
haiyo. mux clear up fast mann...
den dear msg me.
ask me to call.
den he asked me out.
woohoo..
without hesitation i said yes.
of course i want 2 meet him.
u wudnt want.
hehe.. lols..
went 2 siap n done.
went 2 bdk int 2 take money
n off 2 east coast by taxi.
yes by TAXI!
hehe.
cox i dun like dear 2 wait
4 me so long ah.
he was already at east coast
wid his frens dat is.
bt still i dun like ppl wait
4me too long.
not niice...
reached east coast ard
330pm like dat.
dear fetch me at de mcdonald.
so we walked 2 de place wer
his frens were.
der were Lina,Omar,omar's gf,
me,dear,din n zaza(din's gf).
wen reached de place,
din n zaza were bathing in
de sea dat is.
Lina n omar's gf went 4 lunch.
left wid omar,dear n me.
hehe.
but den me n dear wana b alone.
we walked 2 de sand area.
catch up on things.
things dat we're supposed 2 noe.
looked at de sea.
de wind was niice okae.
we watch ppl built sand castle.
we simply observed ppl's actions lor.
den.... den... den...
dear hugged me!
ahahhaha.. lols.
i was shocked.
my mind wasnt der n
i dint notice dear was standing behind me.
so yah.
he hugged me..
auuww.. dat is shoo sweet okae.
we listen 2 de breeze.
woohoo..
i feel like not leaving de place.
all i need is dear.
my one n onlie dear..
dats all 4 me 2 live.
lols.
afta dat,we went back 2 de seats.
few mints tym Lina n omar's gf came bck.
den Din n zaza oso came up.
dey went 2 wash up 1st.
den all gather at de seats.
sit,sit.. talk,talk...
n dear find out i eat very little.
ahaha. wer got?
i eat a lot okae.
haha
cox wen he asked me wad
i ate dat day,
i say i eat kacang pool n
mostly de light ones.
it's true okae.
den 2dae i eat crackers onlie.
CRACKERS ONLIE!
i dint touch anything else.
de truth.
even de jemput2..
de kuaci.
realised dear like 2 eat kuaci.
hehe.
he bite de thing so cute sia.
lols.
den.. den..
i drink ice lemon tea onlie.
so in all i eat crackers n drink ice tea.
it's enuf.
4 dat whole afternoon.
i duno y i dun feel hungry.
mayb cox i was wid dear de whole day.
he jz made my day.
was so hapie wid him.
enjoying evry seconds.
but too bad,ppl say de good/happy
moments always ends fast.
n it's true.
dear was being all so manje-ish wid me.
serious sia.
de frens disturb him n he manje wid me.
den i layankan la.
he's my bf wad.
kalau tk manje wid me,
den he wants 2 manje wid hu rite.
n yah,he protected me wen his
frens bullied me.
dats so sweet of u dear. i loike!
soon,we had 2 pack up.
but in between,
ders *ahem... ahem lor*
i no need explain so clear rite.
later ppl thot i so kiasu like dat.
couples,u all shud noe wad
im talking abt aites.
if u dun den 4get it okae.
we pack up den off 2 de
coffeeshop near parkway parade.
din n zaza ate.
bt de rest jz drank.
guess too full. hehe.
pitied dear.. he was bullied 2
carry de 2 1.5litres bottle drinks
n de food 2de coffeeshop.
n carrying my bag sumore...
small bag onlie okae.
offered help bt he turned down.
hero arh u?! haha.
okae2. u hero kae.
u strong kae. lols.
i found out de truth abt dear dat is.
he told me. hehe.
he used 2 drink n stuffs.
he was one of de gangsters.
frm one of de section la.
it'll be unnamed cox he's nt
frm dat gang anymore.
yah. he used 2 drink.
bt dat was de past. his past.
he has repent now.
so dun look down on him okae.
he's a niice guy now.
he's changed 4 de better.
according 2 his frens.
reality check.
i hope it's true.
recalling de past.
i use 2 nt like guys wid pierced ear.
guys hu drinks. guys hu's in gang.
bt den i realise...
which guy dun involve in
dox kind of stuffs.
guys r guys.
it's clearly understood.
mayb derz still de small percentage
2 dox nt involved in de stuffs.
it's hard 2 get guys like dat.
so i realise, ppl do change.
n i noe my dear can change.
i have faith in him.
i jz lOv him so much.
n he lOvs me too.
haha.. lols.
okae la.
im sleepy now.
continue tml.
btw,wen nina talked abt imman
dat day..
i wasnt interested at all.
n im glad im not.
serious sia.
ask syla.. 4 hw long i cudnt 4get him.
for years mann.
i cudnt stand it anymore.
i haf my dear.
n im glad i haf my dear.
my dear is enuf.
i love him now.
he my one n onlie.
im jz too hapie he came in2 my life.
tanx dear! Muacksss!
always and forever lovin' you;
10:45 PM
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