My Ramblings
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
finished sch at 11am. haha.
i msged dear afta sch bt he dint reply.
msg 2 times leh.
den i took mrt wid zhi yi.
near toa payoh, dear msg me.
say if i wanna meet him go near his plce.
haiyah.
but i cudnt jz go home.
been wanting 2 see dear since i left 4 aust.
yah. it's datttttttt long since we last met.
n of course i miss him a lot a lot la.
i was a willing party.
even tho i had 2 travel far.
it's orite. im okae wid it.
so i took de train back.
sorry zhi yi i left u alone in de mrt.
met dear at admiralty station.
den we walk 2 sum place.
i duno wer. near his hse bah.
den both kept quiet.
he talk den i talk.
i see de reason why.
i sense de reason.
i noe de reason. hah.
we were drifting apart.
seriously.
dat was y de both of us kept quiet.
tho i got a lot 2 talk abt.
hah.
he'll ask me qns n i ans.
very simple n short. lols.
silence is golden bah.
hehe......
den Din was der too. dear's fren.
we continue talking.
after some time den dear gets normal.
i mean he lean at me.
hug me.
kiss me. lols. shhhhh!!!!
dats de dear i noe.
nt de quiet one. lols.
okae2.
i was hapie la.
get 2 meet dear finallyy wad.
found out sha n me were in de same boat.
how satisfying.
i dont want ppl 2 b in my shoes.
bt den guess,der r already ppl in my shoes.
deng!
it's sad la.
me n sha chatted over msn.
so sad sia.
guys wun understand their gf feelings bah.
dat will 4ever last.
trust me.
dey wun noe wen u're hurt or wadeva shiiit u're in.
heh.
we had a gud talk thru msn dat is.
me n sha.
dint realised we were in de same boat.
so we understood each otha better nw.
but wadeva it is,
we must stay hapie rite.
nomatter wad.
we mux b strong.
we will b strong aite,sha?!
it's better 2 haf sum1 hu understands de
situation u're leading.
i've found dat sumone.
it's none other den SHALINI.
haha. lols.
so gerl,if u haf anything,
any prob or wadsoever,
dun hesitate 2 tell me kae.
im always here 4u. lols.
aniwae,
i manage 2 put up a hapie front in sch.
according 2 sha dat is.
she said i look hapie in sch.
nvr show my sadness.
wen she read my blog den she noes
all abt wads happening 2 me.
hahaha.
now u noe me ah.
been lyk dat since last tym bah.
dunnoo la y i lyk dat.
maybe it's better dat way.
so i wun trouble ppl.
in a way or 2.
advantage isnt it???!!
always and forever lovin' you;
5:03 PM
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