My Ramblings

Did the marketing project in sch. bt b4 dat me, zhiyi, wei lin, elvis n ivana went 2 amk central 2 go 2 de courts der n do research abt de product we're doin.. so hardworking rite.. we went der 2 take brochures n look ard.. dats all.. nothing much help actually.. service was poor.. damn poor.. onlie dat chinese gerl helped us 2 find de brochures.. de rest zhiyi dearest search 4 em.. afta dat we went 2 eat cos all were hungry.. ate at de hawker centre der n my meals were limited AGAIN.. i hate it.. it's like in sch too.. onlie 2-3 shops at de most.. n de rest r all chinese stalls.. im not criticising or wadever.. bt it's jz isnt fair 2 de malay students... okae enuf.. reached sch n went 2 de comp lab... did de e-case 4 marketing 1st n den proceed wid project.. bla bla bla.. den we wrap up de things n distribute de task between each otha.. haha... i proceeded home after dat.. such a good gerl.. lols..

ouh yes.. on de way 2 amk,baby msged me.. he sounds troubled.. so i asked... he said he was stress up.. his band grp was breaking up.. i hope not.. den he wasnt feeling well.. his work got probs.. his house probs.. c how stressful my baby is.. n wen dix happens,i become worried.. i oso stress sia.. serious.. i dun lie.. im jz worried abt baby.. pitied him.. n i said," i'm always here 4u n i'll always b here 4u wenever u need sumone"... n asked him not 2 smoke a lot wen he's stress. he oways smoke continuously.. dats wad im worried off... den later at nite,i sms him asking him whether he's feeling okae.. he said, tension has lessen,he's feeling okae.. next he said dix which of course touched my hart.. he was so sweeettt okae... "Hehe.. tanx ya.. LOv u so mOch.. Tanx 4 everytin... Ya've been kind n lOvin.."... aint dat sweet enuf??! haha.. he's always so sweet.. 2 me only ah.. lols.. den he disturb2 me.. i action2 merajuk.. den he pujuk la of course.. bt not best la merajuk via sms.. i cant see his face.. de way he pujuk/comfort me... i miss dox times wen i merajuk, he'll go all way put jz 2 comfort me.. ahahaha... see-ing his face can make me smile.. ape lagi kalau dier pujuk.. cair la aku.. haha.. he'll make his kesian face n comfort me.. saying "sowie".. cute-ness okae... only my baby noes how 2 do dat.. noe-ing im soft-hearted n see-ing baby do dat, i give in.. i oways did.. cant keep him waiting n comforting me lahh.. nanti dier mrajuk plak aku yg susah.. he did dix b4.. he said if i dun talk wen he counts to 3 den he wun talk oso.. i want talk but i dun gip chance.. let him comfort me sumore den i see how.. he remained silent 4 a few seconds n den he started comforting me back.. hehe.. den i talk lah.. tak sampai hati u tgk my baby like dat.. he's jz so sweett 2 me.. i loike! okae enuf abt my bf.. nanti org meluat plak dgr.. haha...

random:
sum ppl juz dun appreciate wads der in front of their face.. dey'd rather look thru de hard way rather den thru de easy way which is jz infront of em.. i wonder why... kept thinking.. y wudnt he jz let dat gerl go n go into a relationship wid his ex since both of them still have feelings 4 each otha.. im jz curious.. n 4 goodness sake,de guys's recent gf is atroucious mann.. im not discriminating her figures or appearance.. it's jz her attitude.. she attempted suicide once cos of de guy.. crazy gerl ah.. she doesnt treasure her life.. be it she love her guy or not,suicidal wun solve problems rite.. wth?! den she's like asking so much frm de guy eventho he gave her so much already.. he gave her so much.. really much.. bought de gf breakfast evryday.. EVERYDAY okae.. drive her to n fro sch n home.. n wen de bf's bike breaks down n was at de repair shop,de gerl complaints la.. give excuse lah.. dix dat.. wa lao! say so much.. if i happens 2 b de guy,i long ask 4 a break up ready.. i dunoe y dix guy wun give de gf up.. n now,de victim.. de guy's ex.. she's been hoping 4 hope 2 happen... waiting 4 miracles 2 happen.. waiting 4 de guy 2 cum back 2 her.. but wen gerl?? wen will dix stop n he'll cum back 2 u?? wen? think darling... it's 4 ur own good.. i noe u love him so much.. n i noe u're very hurt inside.. i jz want de best 4 u kaes.. if waiting 4 him will make u hapie den im hapie 4u too.. jz think wisely.. u noe de both of us will be here 4u.. we'll always be there 4 u wenever u need us... i noe miracles happen 2 once.. im proven wrng.. i thot miracles doesnt happen bt dat SPECIAL SUMONE told me not 2 give up.. n i dint.. n de miracle really happen.. im really happy now.. so cheer up kae gerl.. stay hapie.. cos u're always a cheerful gerl we've known.. take care.. cos we care! haha. lols.

n one last thing, sum ppl r jz screwed up.. can sum of u change ur attitude.. cos ur attitude sucks.. really.. i mean it.. u ppl juz pissed otha ppl off... n wen it comes 2 doing work, u ppl wun do.. jz sit n talk n talk n talk n order ppl ard.. wad rubbish is dix mann???!!! it's suppose 2 b group work.. NOT U ORDERING AND DE REST DOING WAD U ASK! okae.. wadever.. im goin off... ciao~

always and forever lovin' you;
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