My Ramblings

haix.
im not gonna update yest's post
cox i was so downnn..
downnn de drain bah.
serious DEPRESSION till i dint eat.
force myself nt 2 eat.
tho der were gud food.
my fav stuffs... haix.
i promise myself nt 2 eat.
i nearly lost de hope.
bt wid darlz prayers,
i guess i've regained em.
dear msg me n he said smth.
which of course im nt gonna reveal here.

2dae.
my sis darling's wedding.
auwww...
she looked so beautiful sia.
i dun want ppl 2 c de sad of me.
sersely.
i noe noone notice dat.
i kept smiling all de way.
dats wen de guys said y kept smiling.
i wun cry nor will i let out de sadness.
i jz cant.
so de wedding was awesome.
met back de TSAs.
de gerls-->hadah,imah,suhana,mas.
de guys-->zaki,wan,hafiz,azlan n sofie.
den de PCs oso haf.
god!
i miss all of em.
esp de PCs.
kak haizah,kak azlyn,kak hannizah.
gosh. n den,abg hairudin, jegar,dunoe abg
hu somemore lah.. got a lot more la.
but haix,
all my abgs nvr come leh.
abg rehan dint come.
n so does zaini.
n haslim.
so sad.
some of de PCs came yest nite cox
dey got work arh.
overall,things went on smooth.
took pictures of de couple.
dey totally rawk mann..
suits each other.
perfecttt couple.
abg indra is practically small built
n wid kakak's heels,
he looked rather small.
according 2 otha ppl oso leh.
n kakak was sooo damn ciao sia.
she was verrriii de prettttyyyy!!!!
n den she could sing.
i dint noe dat.
wahhhh.. hidden talent is wad dey say.
im so goonnnaa disturb herr.. hahas.

afta de wedding,
went 2 geylang 2 meet de rest of my
family members.
we very long ready nvr go out
2gether s a family.
so i was pretty excited.
cox dad was der... haha.
he seldom go out wid us lehhh.
took all de time in de world 2 eat.
cox we were enjoying de food together.
we talked. we joked. we laughed.
it was so much funn den b4.
bt too bad,good things haf 2 end rite.
it ended.
we headed home.

hmm.. klah.
im tired ready arh.
one whole day outside.
too tired..
too penat..
sleepin ready.

always and forever lovin' you;
11:36 PM

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