My Ramblings
Saturday, July 02, 2005
enuf of de sadness nad.
dun b so emo.
haix.
bt i jz cant act lyk nth happen.
i hate wads happening now.
2 tell de truth,
i jz crieedd.
haix.
i jz cant control de tears.
i controlled it since i was at east coast.
was listless.
trust me.
wasnt in de mood tho.
laid down on de bench.
listen 2 my discman.
kept thinkin of dear.
i cant 4get him.
my mind was so full of him.
serious sia.
i NEARLY cried.
we were supposed 2 meet 2dae.
been long since i last meet him okae.
yest he said he wanted 2 meet 2dae.
den 2dae i msg him he said
he was celebrating his sis bdae.
wad sia.
y dint he tell me yest??!!
why??!!
y 2dae den tell me??
isnt he crushing my hopes of meeting him?
he is. yes he did dat.
he crushed my hopes.
he hurt me.
dats 4 sure.
i even brought his stuffs.
which was very heavy.
asked syla if u all dun trust me.
i took de trouble 2 bring his heavy stuffs alng.
i dint say anything.
i was so happie 2 meet him.
trust me. damn hapie.
bt he shattered it all.
i took de stuffs alng 2 btss.
2 take cert wid syla.
den go find earpiece.
wid de stuffs still.
went 2 eat at long john.
n den he said not confirm.
haix.
nvm la.
think dix is wad i get.
nvm nvm.
nomatter wad.
i still love him.
i love him more den
anything else.
i love noone else except 4 my dear.
dats de truth.
dun hurt me further pls dear.
n yet, he havent still msg me
till now...
now..
it's 11pm noew.
he last msg me at 110pm.
hw long was dat??
haizzz..
my life is screwed.
i hate it!
always and forever lovin' you;
10:37 PM
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