My Ramblings
Monday, July 11, 2005
i got so much 2 say.
i was so hapie in sch 2dae.
darlz was happie too.
we're de same remember.
one hapie de otha oso hapie.
one sad de otha oso sad.
hahas.
i duno wad 2 say ready.
was too hapie ba.
i jz cud go on bragging abt wad happen yest.
sorry darlz if i happen 2 make u bored
over my stories. lols.
okaes. nw i got one more darling.
in all i got 3 darlings ba.
one is of course my dear bf.
he'll b my 4ever darling. hahas.
de otha one is shalini.
n de new one is.............. guess hu??!!
ZhiYi !!!!
hahas.
dont jealous kae.
i got 3 darlings altogether.. lols.
so funn liao.
bt im straight.
cox im attached.
to my bf. haha.
aniwaes,
i was a bit fucked up cox some1
send a virus thru de bluetooth thing.
hui shan was transfering some pics
n de message kept popping up.
shit sia.
i accidentally press 'yes'.
den dey quickly ask me 2 switch off my fon.
which i did in panic.
haha.
was so panic sia..
den chao po helped me wid de thing.
tanx chao po. haha.
n he said,i was cute in de outfit i wore 2
sch juz now.
ahaha. wer got one??!
bt aniwaes,i haf always been cute okae. lols.
told darlz 1 n darlz 2 abt dat sum1 hu tagged.
dey oso hate de prsn.
i duno hu de hell is dat sum1.
he/she was so rude okae.
i dun like.
bt i dun bare grudges.
bt im still upset abt it okae.
Been thinkin abt dix long ago.
dix is 2 arif. my ex.
if u happen 2 read my blog den gd la.
cox dix is 4u.
if not den too bad la.
u'll get 2 noe abt dix frm sum1 hu visits my blog.
which i wun noe hu.
okae. start.
i've been thinkin.
deep thinkin.
i hate 2 bare grudges tho i admit i did.
it DID happen once wen u said all dox stuffs.
which truelly hurt me.
it did hurt me okaes.
n u noe dat already.
i cudnt accept it dat tym.
bt s time passes,
i realise...
wads de point of hating n havin grudges??!!
i doesnt bring gud rite.
so yars.
i tink if u dun mind,
we'll b back s frens.
de way we were b4 we became a couple.
dats if u dun mind la.
i dun force ppl.
i wun force either.
so it's entirely up 2 u whether
or not 2 accept me bck s one of ur frens
or jz hate me n take me s an enemy.
i dun mind.
im jz sick n tired of dix hating stuffs.
it's like childish.
so made up my mind.
we can b frens if u want.
if u dun want den done lor.
cox i did dix 2 fyza.
decision made by me n syla.
so if dix can happen 2 fyza,
it sure can happen 2 u n me.
tho fyza n us werent really patchin up things.
i guess wad we need is time.
so it's up 2 u 2 accept things dix way.
de way i want it 2 b.
me,u, frens.
i dun like 2 make enemies.
give it a thorough thinkin
n hopefully u'll haf de same tinking s me.
i do wish 2 patch things up.
we become frens back.
n nt more den frens.
i've met someone already.
all de best 2 ur studies n life.
always and forever lovin' you;
6:41 PM
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