My Ramblings

i suddenly had de urge 2 listen 2 techno songs.
like i've told syla earlier on,
lamer kite tk dgr lagu techno same2 eh syla.
me n syla use 2 listen 2 techno songs last tym.
she influenced me mah.
den i influence fyza.
haha. lols...
funie larr last tym.
so yarr..
im listenin 2 techno songs nw.
kisah silam.
haix.
i dun wish 2 remember em.
full-stop.

chattin wid abg afif nw.
he's doin his hmwk.
must hand in by 12 midnite leh.
n it's like a few mints 2 midnite.
tulah. sape soh buat last mint lagi.
kan.. kan.. kan.. haha.
slack je tau...


i had dix fear.
de fear of losing my bf.
i dunnoe y lah bt maybe
cox i love him too much.
so much.
so much more den i luv myself.
haha.
serious.
mom told me jz nw abt her fren's
husband hu suffered frm stomach cancer.
n den if he undergoes surgery,
de chances is slim.
30% onlie leh.
if i oso i leave it 2 HIM to decide.
haix.
life is so short.
n upon hearing abt dix,
i've learnt 2 treasure my life more.
n 2 love de ppl ard me.
spend s much tym s u can wid em.
trust me.
dat will help.
bt at times,
i cant help it.
wen things get worst,
i jz feel like ending my life.
sersely.
no kidding.
bt den again,
im nt dat stooopidd okae.
i got my dear nw.
he'll stand up fer me.
he'll secure my safety.
haha. lols.
kae2. enuf.

always and forever lovin' you;
11:47 PM

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