My Ramblings
Saturday, August 20, 2005
haix. really damn tired lah bt den dance 2dae was cool.
way cool-ness mann... cos ders like so few of us. not many came cos dey got exams on mondae. so yars.. can b countable la 4 dox hu came 4 dance 2dae. we dance 2 de song 1,2 step by ciara. fast one hor. bt we made it lah. not de full song. so it's like half way thru lor. we really had funn dancing. niice dance move. n de jazz dance, was way cool-ness sia. learnt from de ones who came on de last tuesdae one. dey taught me. interesting moves. some cud even move 2 de beat sia.
u guys rawk lahh! de only difficult part was de stretching part. hah! evryone was like "cannot do it. wah! so pain sia de legs." haha.. yeahh. evryone was like complaining n complaining. bt we still had 2 do it lahh..it's like warm up b4 we do learn de new dance moves.. we dance,dance n dance.. until we dint realise de time. suddenly, josh gathered us n de-brief us. eh,so fast de time pass. n we dint even notice it. we were too engrossed in 2dae's dance i think. hahaha. lols. ouh yeah.. saw darlz in sch jz now. she had dance oso. indian dance. haha.. she dance well la. u dont action la darlz. haha... aniwaes, 2 my dearest BI0507 classmates, de class tee shirts r ready. n im gonna surprise all of u ppl on mondae. woohoo. de design turn out well la. cool-ness.
took de mrt frm yck 2 bedok. s usual lah. boring trip. listen 2 my ipod n observe ppl. hah! i loike 2 do dat. serious. den got dix 3 young mats. i dunoe la whether dey all younger den me or older den me cos 2 me dey look small ah. like younger. hah! wadever la kae. dey were like looking at me from head 2 toe sia. i see wid my side eyes okae. haha. den i was like uncomfortable la. so i looked away. talked on de fone. took out my ipod 2 change songs bt still dey look at me. like dey gime de shocked look. n i dunoe why lahh. haha.. reached bedok n i walked 2wards de escalator. n wen i look at my left side, ouh gosh! guess hu i saw???!!! haha.. de first person i saw was Arif. yeah. my ex-bf. hah! den saw yan. so i walked quickly in order 2 not bump into em. esp him. hah! dun wanna create any trouble. took de escalator down n wen i reached de ground, i looked up, der i saw aza smilling. haha. n i respond wid a smile oso la. nanti ape plak org kater kite nie sombong kan. so yeah. smile back. walked 2 de ticket thingie n der i was, waiting 4 em 2 walk. dey walk so slow. hah. i waited 4 em not cos of anything la jz dat wanted 2 keep up wid things. talked 2 yan ONLY. hah. aza saw me n he walked de other side. ape kau. gile ehk? sorry fyza. haha. lols. yeahh. talked 2 yan. asked him wer dey were from. dey were from bugis aye. ntah g jamming i think. he asked me wer i was from. so told him i was from sch n from dance thingie. n he asked me i not in band animore ah. said nah. tukar la pulak. haha. after dat, i jz walked n parted our ways. dey walked so slow la. way way back behind. i proceeded 2 my 228 berth lor. i think dey go lepak-ing lahh. shud b mahx.
i wanna bring dix up 4 sumone. none other den 4 my best fwen cum "kakak".. haha.. yeah.. my abang jz got attached to my best fwen, asilah. aint dat cool?? haha. yeahh. it's cool enuf la. hu bring em together?? of course me lahh. tanx 2 me okae. both of u mux blanje me okae. esp abg. he owes me one meal. remember tau abg!!! lols.. n 4 de ppl hu keep asking syla abt de break up, please la ppl... understand her situation n u all will noe wad she is goin thru. im not saying dix cos im her best fren n her bf is my abg. jz dat u all giving her a hard time. dont make her confuse can?? she has her rites 2 do things.. n yes, she broke up wid her x b4 she met my abg okae. she has nvr met my abg before dix. even b4 she breaks up wid her x. so dont jump into conclusions lahh ppl.. yes, i intro syla 2 my abg since she was single at dat time.. not cos ders a third party or smth. pls understand her. let her lead a happy life wid my abg okae. u ppl go do ur werk n lead a happy life too. dont interrupt other ppl's life. esp syla's n my abg's. i wun b happy okae if i find things dix way.. niwae syla, pape kalau kau ade prob dont hesitate 2 blang aku la kae.. takyah malu ke ape, kite kan da kwn lamer seyyy.. so anything jz gime a call or sms aye? take care gerl. jage abg aku tu baik2 tauuu.. haha. dier tu degil sket. lols..
so here i am. home finally. heh! n den... i kena nag. so sway sia. im already tired n mummy nag at me. nag nag nag. i listen of course while scrolling de mouse of de laptop. hah. she talked n talked. n finally came 2 an end. phew! i noe la u do dix 4 me. repeating n repeating. haix. bt i thank god dat he gave me my mummy. i like de way she is tho she nags. bt still, which mother wudnt nag rite?! lols.
Farhan msged me jz now. told me we cud meet tOmOrO. he sure or not can make it?? n if he surelly can make it, i'll tell him 2 come nearer my area. i'll c how he'll react. hope he agrees bt den i'll think twice abt it. surelly he'll give de excuse he aint got any money 2 go anywer or either he very tired n plain lazy. it's oways like dat. bt den, i wudnt give in any chance. i'll ask him 2 come over nearer 2 my place. dun ask me 2 come his area n den ask me 2 go back again. sheesh! took me 4 hrs in total to n fro. i noe i dun mind jz 2 go ur area jz 2 MEET U bt den it's like over de limit. i came n u said u cudnt make it. u ask me 2 go home. wth?! haiyah. let tml determine my future. if he still like dix, im gonna ask sumone 2 help me.
n yes, dat sumone is my precious abg. bt den, wud he b reading dix or not? dier tu pemalas sket bile org tulis panjang2 dier malas nk bace. hahaha. yeah. i'll ask my abang 4 help. ask him wad i shud do n if i cannot do, i'll ask him 2 go talk 2 farhan. mayb i'll give abg farhan's number n ask him 2 talk 2 farhan. talk. not fite. abg once offered 2 help me talk 2 farhan bt den i said no need cos i wanted 2 settle things myself. i dont want farhan 2 think negatively abt me. so yah. since i cant settle things, i'll haf 2 ask abg 4 help. wud u mind helping me abg?? i hope u wont mind. he wudnt mind one la. he has oways been a good abg 4 me. oways been der 4me. n yeah, he'll be der 4 me dix time..... okae abg?? lurp u abg! to "kakakku".. haha.. jgn anggap laen sua... lurp him s a bro. not more. hehehe. lols...
always and forever lovin' you;
6:58 PM
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