My Ramblings

Hmmm..
updates fer 2dae.
i was hardworking i shall say.
ahhahaha.
okae. im wasnt alone lahh actually.
was wid darlz n yiyi at woodlands libraby.
see. i was willing 2 go all out from bedok 2 woodlands jz 2 study.
i verii de good u noe not..
u all dunoe ritee.. now i tell lahh.. lols.
okae enuf.
we wrote notes n memorised bits n pieces of info comm stuffs.
wahh.. chiminology sia.
so many many definitions we had 2 memorise.. haiyahh..
lucky thing wen we reach de library der was dix seat lahh.
we quickly reserve de place. i mean we quickly grab dat seat lah.
cos too many people already n all were like so panicly searching
fer seats 2 sit n study...
but de bad news was dat, de only place we cud study at de library
was de children's section which was of course de noisiest.
haha.. bt wad 2 do. we got no choice.
so we jz sat der n do our stuffs lorr..
n we did manage 2 write a few notes n memorise things.
good thing lah.
we left de library ard 6pm n proceeded 2 de mrt 2 go home.
yiyi took bus 2 jurong east while me n darlz took de mrt.
i had 2 travel back again. haiyahh.. so borinnngg..
but wad i like travelling in de mrt is dat i get 2 observe
de many many people's behaviour n attitude.
their clothes, characters n etc.
dats why i prefer taking de mrt rather den de bus.
nyehhh!!!

Someone dint fulfill HIS promise.
yes. HE dint.
s usual... all de promises made 2 me r all BULLSHITS~
dats why i hated wen people promise me 2 do things n dey dint.
argh!
i have always been hating de word promise.
i was wid second thots wen u asked me 2 send dat 'thing'
to you yest.
but since we were frens n u were like begging me send u
dat 'thing', i went ahead wid it.
tho i had dix instincts u wont keep up 2 de promise.
haix.
why must promises made 2 me b broken again n again???
first it was HIM.
n now it had 2 be YOU.
why?
did i do smth which made u changed ur mind?
okae.
maybe u're thinking im taking dix thing seriously.
but yes, im taking it seriously.
im not fooling ard.
dont make me a fool okae whereby u can jz fool me.
no, i wont be fooled.
n yes, dont use someone else 2 fool me.
u noe u cant lie 2 me.
not only u.
evryone else cant lie 2 me.
i'll find out cos i oways haf dix instincts wen someone lies 2me.
so yes.. i got dix instincts dat YOU're using someone else
2 like cover up fer dat promise of yours.
n i hate dat.
really.
im not joking.
if u want 2 get rid of me,jz do so straight.
dont make me a fool by usin sum1 else..
yes. i shall tell u dat.
i hated empty promises.
EMPTY PROMISES!
i repeat. empty promises!
haix.. it's no use lah fighting over dix.
if u wanna noe,
i dint say mux 2 dat gf's msg of urs
cos i dont wanna simply create any trouble fer u.
yes, if i cud, i wud jz tell her wad u had promised
2 send me yest.
but i dint.
cos i think. think of de consequences.
wad wud haf happen if i were 2 tell de truth??
wudnt it affect ur relationship wid her?
wudnt it make trouble fer u?
wudnt u regret promising me?
i think u wud if i did tell her de truth.
wudnt YOU?
but den again, i dint...
i jz said "nah.. takde pape.. nothing impt"..
n case close.
i dunoe if e prsn was really ur gf or it was jz YOU.
i dunoe.
i will nvr find out.
so jz bear dix in mind.
nvr promise me things which u can nvr keep up wid.
jus remember dat point.
n dix refer 2 de rest too.
be it to huever is reading dix entry.
i hate empty promises.
i dont care hu u r.
i dont care whether u're my bf.
or even my best fren.
or even my cousin.
i jz dont like people bullshitting
over wad dey cannot keep up with.
i jus hope nothing of dix sort will
happen to de people i love most.
u people noe hu u r.
i dont need 2 mention.

always and forever lovin' you;
10:51 PM

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