My Ramblings

I hated wen people give hopes.
n dennn.
crushed em down.
like u bring sumone upp high,
den dropp de person hard.
too hard dat de prsn cant
even accept reality.
i hated dat feeling.
seriously i do.
so people, preferably guys,
can u guys please stop doiin all dox shiitts?
cos it hurts a lottt.
so jus stop.
period.

nyehh.
ders dix fren of mine.
a dear fren.
one of my best frens i shall say.
she's facing de same prob s wad i've faced one month ago.
so saddening kann.
i feel de saddness too.
we talked on de fone.
i hope dat i've cheered her up lars.
dont think so much kae dearie.
i'll oways be here wenever u need me.
dont let dix thing affect ur studies.
remember wad we've said.
it's not worth itt..
it's ur future.
nott his.
rmbr datt sweets.

haiyahh.
im back to confusion again.
okae maybe nott too much of it.
it jus wonders me off to dunoe wer.
day dream.
i cudnt sleep yest.
really.
listen to ipod mini in my room.
wondering.wondering.wondering.
why guys always like datt.
n to dem,
sukati jerr ckp fren-fren.
ever wonder,
it's difficult fer de gerls 2 treat sumone whom
dey love so dearly s a "fren"?
ever wonder dat guys???
it's difficult.
yes it is.
we hated de word frens.
it's painful.
and please,
dont get de wrong idea.
someday,somehow,somewer,
i do really wish dat de guys wud understand de gerls.
bt fat hope aye gerls?
haiyahhh.

always and forever lovin' you;
2:40 PM

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