My Ramblings

Okae.. here it goes.

fer my best fwen, not u sha, dont "perasan".. haha.. u noe i kidding kae..
my another best fwen, she'll noe hu she is once i start de entry.. haha.
here's my advice..
dont let history or either de past hinder u down.
u noe it's bad 2 think of de past rite.
esp wid past relationships wen u're attached 2 sumone else now.
i noe u're haunted by HIM bt jz keep it low lahh..
like cam dont make urself more confused.
i noe how u're feeling.
im feeling dat way too.
s in now..
haix..
i perfectly understand how u're feeling.
bt on de otha hand, i guess u're happie wid de otha HIM.
u shud b aniwae.. he's lovable lahh kan..
minus minus his gatal-ness.. nyehh..
dat will do rite??!
u dont worry la kae..
dont make urself confused over matters like dix..
anything, im one fone call away.
call aku lahh.. lamer kao senyap.
aku msg baru kao layan.. ahhahaha..

i was really bored jz now.
stayin at home all alone.
so sad okae.. all alone.
wid nobody's company.
deng..
n someone offered 2 even come my hse cos
de prsn noes noone at home wad.. so can come.
wth? haha.
i noe u bluffing lorr..
bt if really u come, den gud la.
i got company.
bt nt come inside my hse okae.
outside we shall talk.
hahahahahahahahahah..
n all i thot of was fetchin mummy at bdk int.
nyehh..
really.. n i really did dat 4 de sake of using up my time..
met mummy at ard 1030pm at fone booth.
we jalan-ed at de pasar mlm der.
not many ppl tho.
n i dunoe why.
bdk int is oways packed bt not just now.
hmmmmmmmm.....
afta walking, we decided 2 head home since da mlm.
so yeahh.. reached home lor...

he msg-ed me..
i was shocked lahh..
cos wad i noe was dat his prepaid low readi.
den we continue 2 sms n sms n sms.
haizz.. i really miss de olden days sia..
i miss doin things wid HIM.
positive things please ppl.

- HE sent me home. most of de times.
- HE buy me gifts. c de occasion lorr.
- HE ask me out. to east coast was de most memorable one.
- de way HE pujuk-ed me.
- de way HE merajuk-ed. u bunge lahhh. hahaha.
- HE cycled so far jz 2 see me.
- HE took pics jz 4 my sake.
n de list goes onnnnn n onnn....
im jz so stupid 2 not appreciate wads der fer me.
i noe i was stupid enuf 2 leave HIM. yes, dat was stupid
since HE did so much fer me.
n yes, i did get wad ppl said,"KARMA"...
i noe how u feel. i noe it's painful.
stupid me.

but let me jz say dix.
im not worth it.
argh! i dunoe lahhh..
u deserve a better prsn.
n i hope ur current gf is doin perfectly finneee.
bless u wid all de love dat i shud haf given 2u last time.
haiz.
im zipped.

always and forever lovin' you;
12:47 AM

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