My Ramblings
Saturday, October 15, 2005
till u brought de topic abt blog den baru i tauu u noe.
alahh, u noe i noe dey dunoe je lahh.
hahahaha.
but seriously, i really tak tau dat u visited my blog.
laen kali kalau visit,
tag lahh. ders always de tagboard okae darling.
nyehh.
aniwaes, i sort of just got home.
ard 1145pm?
haha.
go where? wondering kann.
hmmm.
i started off wid werk.
bla bla bla.
met darling at lavender mrt platform.
i was early. nyehh.
took de train to west coast.
dengs kann.
wondering y i go west coast?
simply bcos of si casper darling aku tu lahh.
tinggal jaoh2.
sape soh u tinggal jaoh2 nie..
cpat pindah pat bedok.
hehe.
ewahh. sdap nye aku bebual.
cam real jerr. lols.
denn...
suke nah werd tesepit eh u.
i pon da ter-addicted to dat werd.
ur fault.
so i can copywright it.
nyeh.
reach west coast,
meet de rest.
fira,chucky n zack.
bebual bebual den tros proceed to sumplace.
dat i shant mention.
dats between de 5 of us.
hahahaha.
proceeded to town.
ntahh buat pe pat sane pon i dunoe.
we did nth.
stakat jln2 pat heeren n off back to west coast.
by mrt dat is.
i went back west coast bcos of you tauu.
yes u casper darling.
sayangkan matair nye pasal tauu.
hehehehe.
kalau nk ikotkan hati,
i da memang penat.
asek2 balek mlm2 je.
tak cukup tdo.
bt den, u pleaded wid me sehh.
n i sumhow dont like it wen people beg me or plead me.
haha.
so i went ahead n follow em back west coast to chill.
u happy, i happy okae.
alahh.
wen enjoying salu time passes cpat tauu.
ishhh.
i enjoyed goin n hanging out wid de loverboi.
kan u?
perasan loverboi. haha.
btol ke nie?
lols.
i love u many many okae.
i miss u already.
damn.
takpe.
besok kite jumpe lagi.
hehehhehe.
geylang, here we come.
wooohhhoottt!!!
ouh yeahh.
casper darling was being such a niice bf tadik.
okae. nt only tadi lah bt ALL days.
can? haha.
gerls need attention.
n he cant stand it wen i action2 merajuk.
cos he kene pujukkan.
hehe.
but den he gave in.
really tauu.
he give in byk kali.
tu tandenye sayang. heh!
kann you??
lalalalalalalalala.
i jus love being wid him.
tak kisah la pat mane.
asal kan ngn dier sudahh.
okae u.
kalau u want to win my hart,
just b by my side.
i dont mind wer u bring me.
i mean de places u bring me to.
s long s u're wid me,
im fine wid goiin anywer okae darling.
n dattt stooopppiiddd SEPAK TAKRAW
had to come by in de wayyy.
shheeesshh.
reminded me of farhan.
yes, takraw oways reminds me of farhan.
BECAUSE....
he OWAYS use takraw s an excuse of not meeting me.
nari ader takraw lahh.
besok ade match la.
tak cukup org lah.
i kene pegi lah.
itulah inilah.
ishhhh.
byk sgt excuses dier ngn takraw.
priority takraw.
aku kene campak ke tepi.
tak ke busuk hati g2?
hah!
mcm mane org tak saket hati sehh.
tell me lahh.
dats why i hated takraw so much.
remind me of de pain.
so much pain i've tolerated.
dengs btol!!!!!!
eeee... geram nye.
sudahlah.
dix one 4 my casper darling okaes.
krg nk bace,bace.
tanak blehh blahh. lols.
u noe wad happened between cai n fira kann.
kite yg related je tauu kan.
so,
please dear.
i dont want dat to happen to me.
i dont want dat to happen to us.
i takot tau kalau satu hari u do dat to me.
tanak sehh u.
jangan tauu.
menderita gile sehh kalau tejadi g2 pat i.
dont do dat to me tauuu.
dalahh si farhan tu saketkan hati i.
nie pon i harap2 u cud heal de pain.
n i noe u can do it.
i just feel it.
i hope ur feelings r 4 real.
n u're taking me serious.
i mean taking de relationship seriously.
i dont want to b made a fool.
dat i shant pursue.
i just want u to love me genuinely.
i noe u love me.
i noe dat.
cume after wad happened to dem,
i mcm takot plak.
i ckp btol tauu.
i dunoe wad will happen to me sehh kalau dix thing
happen to me.
so i hope u understand wad im trying to say okae.
haiz.
why life has to b difficult arh?
tak abes2 dgn empty promises.
be it from frens or people whom i labelled "special".
forbia of promises. hah!
people leave n come sesuke hati.
mcm aku nie patong pulak.
dont toy wid my feelings okae.
dix applies to all.
including frens.
sape mkn chilli dier terase pedas la.
i had enuf of sufferings.
slashing wrists bcos of guys.
i noe it's stoopiidd bt i aint got anything else to
resolve to. like really.
so dont play ard wid my feelings.
if u dont love me, dont say it.
dont force urself to love me okae.
dont say wad u dont mean.
dat hurts wen i come to noe abt de truth.
all dox above has got nth to do wid anyone.
it's jus a brief n gentle reminder to you people
who choose to love me.
love me 4 hu i am.
not say love me bt dont mean it.
n den later toy ard wid my feelings sumer.
i dont like.
seriously.
all gerls dont like.
trust me.
HE....
kissed me.
hugged me.
held my hands.
sit beside me.
stand beside me.
i loikee!
out of all above,
i just love being wid HIM.
i love evrything abt u okae.
ur smile.
takleh lupekan sehh.
muke cute tuu.
cantek la tu muke ehk.
haha.
u noe i noe jelah ehhh.
burp cute sehh. haha.
lols.
okaelah. think it's long enuf.
he oways say my entries long long ones.
hehehhehe.
jgn marah2, nanti kene jual.
his fav phrase.
kan u?
haha.
always and forever lovin' you;
12:56 AM
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