My Ramblings

hmmm.
let's talk abt me n bro fer now.
i suddenly feel like talking abt datt.
nyehh.
n ouh yes, wad im doin early in de morning wide awake?
im waiting fer de loverboi to call me back.
weee~

back to de topic.
im glad to haf a younger bro like him.
tho he gets up to my nerves at times,
i still love him.
he's my one n only bro.
whom i really love so much.
cannot be exchanged okae.
he can be niice at times too.
once, he took care of me wen i was sick.
asked me to rest n cooked 4 me maggi since
i was hungry at dat moment.
see how niice he is?
de bonding between us is verii tight.
serious. i dont bluff okae.
he tell me secrets.
small n big secrets.
no secrets among us.
eh waitt. maybe one or two lars.
bt other den dat,
we open up to each other.
open-minded is de word.
we oways go out together.
be it to town or even to tampines mall.
hahahahahha.
n leaving mummy sorang2 at home.
people mistaken us 4 boyfren n gerlfren.
lols. klakar sehh.
people, please lahh.
observe our looks. n see whether ders difference
or nott.
if ders no difference den we're siblings lor.
we look alike wadd.
fair complexion.
small eyes. bt bro's is much more smaller den mine.
his features is more chinese look-alike den mine.
believe it or not,
people oways give us datt weird look wen dey
heard us talking in malay.
give us de freaks lahhh.
cos prolly dey wonder why in de world dix 2
"chinese" gerl n boy talking in malay.
nyehh. lols.
we're pure malays.
mom n dad malays.
grandma on dad's side is org palembang.
grandma on mummy's side is a chinese.
adopted by a malay family wen she was small.
on both sides,mom n dad, ders chinese blood passing
down de generations.
dats de reason why we haf fair complexion.
now do u all understand?

nevertheless,
i love my bro many many.
nomatter wadd lars.
doesnt mean dat i dont love anyone else kann.
of course i love a lott of people.
butt loving my bro,
is way different from loving anyone else.
ders different kinds of love okae.
loving siblings, loving bf, loving parents, loving frens,etc.
it's all different kinda love.
so dont jealous la.
i love u all.
hahahhaha.

im killing time dats why.
waiting 4 loverboi to call.
if nott i dunoe wad else i shud do rather den blogging.
chatting? evryone hu's online is nott interesting.
so no purpose to chat wid lars.

adek,
abt de single thingie u wrote at my testi.
quoting, "i think she is single. i think onli lar."
loverboi, wad do u think??
wads de ans arh? hahahahhahaa.
bluek!
i think i've manage to keep de secret 4 some time.
a short period of time.
noone in de family noes. nyehhh.
so i've successfully kept de secret.
i'll let dem noe wen de right time comes okae.
so prepare 4 de outcome. lols.
it'll be good if u're staying in bedok wid ur mummy.
blehh jumpe u hari2 sehh.
but den, now u're staying in west coast.
jauh sgt.
kalau i nak tron pon makan mase sehh.
i mean like jus to meet u ke ape.
takkan i nk tron west coast.
haiyo.
come stay bedok lahh.
haha.
bebual cam real je aku nie.
too bad my aunty moved house already.
if not i wud b staying over in her hse jus
to meet u evryday.
hmph. sedihhh.
i miss u lars.

always and forever lovin' you;
1:45 AM

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