My Ramblings

homie.homie.homie.
im using wireless network now
wid de laptop.
weeee~
mummy jus installed de wireless line.
so niice rite?
priviledge fer me.
watch teevee can chat oso.
can do so many things lahh.
kewl ness kannn?
yeahh baby.

reached home ard 12 plus like datt.
go where?
go geylang.
hahahaha.
syla wanted to blanje me n fiza.
dat was ferst intention.
but den fiza cudnt make it.
so syla blanjed onlyy mehh.
weeee~
fiza rugi. hahahahaha.
outing was sort of cock up.
screwed upp mann.
hancur seyy.
asked budak2 tu turun.
budak2 syla n me ehk syla..
hahahaha.
yan n gang tak leh pegi seyy.
dengs btol.
baru smangat aku ngn syla igt nk
jumpe drg n jln2 pat geylang.
abe drg keje.
most of dem keje lahhh.
too bad. so sadd.
tak dpt la jumpe smp nanti jln raye ehk.
lols.
so ders only like me,dear,syla,abg fadhil,
chucky,zack,silah,fira,ben,boi n one more
guy i dunoe de name arh. haha.
but too bad abg fadhil haf to leave early.
he got smth on arh.
so de rest proceeeded wid de buke-ing.

so went geylang n buke-ed at mcdonalds at last.
cos arnold too many people lars.
wen we reach like 730pm dey baru serving number 13.
mak kao!
ours is number 50 seyy.
da gile ke nk g tunggu seyy..
carik maot pe.
so we went ahead to haig rd.
carik tmpt. tapi tkde jugak.
final destination was mcdonalds sey.
da takde choice lagi.
walaupun da jelak.
kat skola mcdonald. kat luar pon mcdonald.
haiyahh. mendak sey!
dint haf de mood actualie to eat.
but forced myself to.
nanti ade je org ckp kite nie diet lahh.
hahaha!

after walk walk at geylang,
dey decided to go esplanade.
but den i had to buy deng-deng fer daddy sey.
walked until paya lebar alreadi
den baru drg ckp nk g esplanade.
by den i havent buy de deng-deng yet.
i was put in such a situation whereby it was
difficult fer me to make a decision.
had to choose betwee goin to esplanade wid
dear or to buy deng-deng 4 daddy n nt go esplanade
wid dem lars.
it was difficult fer me enuf to make de decision.
thot if asking dem to wait kejap den i go buy deng2 ferst
n den go esplanade together.
den dear say takmo rush-rush.
i nearly wanted to hit my head against dat pole lah.
but i jus hugged de pole in de end.
tk dpt hug u, hug pole pon jadik lahh.
serious sey. sot otak. tk tau mane nk choose.
both parties verii impt people in my life.
yes dear. u r one of de impt people other den
my family members.
but den i had to decide.
syla understood de situation i was in.
like she said,
"aku tau kau kalau bley nk choose duer2 kan.
make both parties hapie. "
smth like dat she said.
bt i had to choose only one.
if i follow dear n tk beli deng2 tu,
mummy n daddy wud scold me.
cos daddy da bising balek lmbt n he expects de
deng2 along wen i reach home.
n if i dont follow dear go esplanade,
like not enuf time gitu spent wid him tadik.
serious. like really lahh.
he reached wadd time sey.
da mlm. den we stakat walk2 je.
so like not much time spent wid him.
dalah we meet only once in a week.
den time spent brape jam je.
tk ke sedih gitu.
dalah aku rindu dier. so many many.
dats de situation.

in de end,
i chose to go buy deng2 fer daddy.
not dat u're not impt to me bt try to understand
me okaes dear?
thousand many many apologies.
he understood la.
he told me he understood.
so i hope u really understood me orite dearie?

dey went ahead to esplanade.
me n syla went back to de bazaar to buy deng2.
haiyah.
fikirkan nk jln balek tu mcm like so malas.
cos it's so veri de panas.
den sumore verri verii crowded.
bought de deng2 n i asked syla to tag along wid
me to go find my pink baju kebaye.
ferst i got my eyes on one of dem,
but den takde size sey.
yg ade size XL.
dont expect me to wear XL lahh.
im not dat fat okae.
i admit im fat but not to de extent of so fat.
hahaha!
den size S was in black n white.
nt dat tanak beli,
bt i wanted to match wid dear's pink
baju kurung. dats de reason why.
so pegi la carik pink nye kebaye.
look n survey.
finally found one.
size S. slamat ader.
light pink. cost 69 dollars. bley la tu kann.
mummy gave me 100 dollars.
bt dats included wid de bag n kasut sey.
mane cukupp.
nvm. layters ask her 4 more. hehe!

tgh jln pon ade jugak org kacau kitorg.
gendengs!
der were sum guys kacau2 my hair.
one said, "eh, rambut style arh."
den i action2 cam look behind arh.
abe nk step mcm bukan dier ckp gitu seyy.
mrapeks.
n dey went on kacau-ing.
"rambut style yg satu nie. yg ini tau.
kau jln tgk yg laen. eh, tapi satu je yg style.
yg lagi satu nie blom buat agaknye lahh."
hahahhaa.
wth?!
aku ngn syla da kekek ketawe sey. lols.
syla igt nk g carik hangbag dier,
me oso lahh
but den tak jadi arh.
da mlm sgt. da kol 11 lebih g2 n
mummy has alreadi sms me asking me
to go home cpat2.
tk bley aku jln senang2 seyy.
ade je yg pengacau nye.
heh!

saw a few people at geylang.
seri tech. nk step speaking sey.
dinie. nina's ex.
inn n gang.
julie wid her fwen.

found out de truth.
u dont fool me ard okae.
dont lie to me if u're not fit to do so.
nobody cud do dat.
even de ones i treasure most cant seem
to lie to me in de end.
true eunf to some people alreadi.
u think i trust u better den i trust him?
nahh. u're wrong.
definitely u're so so wrong.
i trust him more den i trust u.
in fact much much more.
i noe him ferst.
i noe u second.
so get it now?
if u cant lie, jus dont lie.
dont create cock n bull stories which
u think wud make me believe u.
dont jus judge me like datt.
doesnt mean i dont react to anything
u can jus go ahead wid ur lies.
dats so nott true lars.
im not making things so kecoh here.
bt just dat i dont like it wen people
lie to me.
like dey get me to trust dem n den
lie to me. wad 4 like dat rite.
wads de purpose den?
u tell me la wads de purpose of lie-ing to me.
i oso wanna noe why.
u want to get back his attention isit?
hah!
asking me whether he's serious wid me not.
or he's jus trying to make me de victim
so dat he cud forget his ex.
wad qns r dox sia?
haiz. im so disappointed in u.
btw, de "u" is not a guy.
de person is a she. a gerl.
surprised? im not.
but her name shall not be revealed to
protect certain things.
im good enuf okae.

always and forever lovin' you;
1:06 AM

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