My Ramblings

i hate u. i hate u. i hate u.
eeeeeeeeee.
geram nye.
mcm nk cekik-cekik smth.
ishhh.
dont call me names wen u dont mean it.
sumpah sehh.
kalau takde niat or meanings to calling me
names den dont.
pls dont. please lahh.
u're jus breaking de hart of dat sumone
jus by doing so.
i really endured so much wen u left n
now u come back.
thinking dat i'll b smitten by ur words again.
fat hope lahh okae.
i admit i cudnt get over u so fast.
n im ending it soon.
u shall perish 4 all i care.
n pls lah,
i've had enuf torture wen u left.
not again pls.
i suffered so much.
be it wen wid u or widout u.
so cud u pls jus end it here.
i dont wanna suffer again jus cos of u.
u come s u wish n go s u wish.
u think wad?
u're treating me like a rubbish.
haiyahhh.

ferst he send me a junk msg.
dat "he" im refering to is one of my ex.
pandai2 krg la fikir yg mane satu ehk.
den he say i monkey.
mrapek kann.
so i say him back lahh.
i say im a human being of course,
u're de monkey.
dier melayankan.
"im a monkey..tats so swit.. so attractive"..
wadever.
den i asked him how is he n his mom getting along
cos de last time i talk to his mom, dey were
like having crisis arh..
n he replied, "da lamer yang."
n wadd is dat suppose to mean?
dengs kan..
haiyo.. kalau werd tu ader makne takpe tauu.
ini suke hati je bebual cam tu.
padahal we got nth to do wid each otha.
i dunoe wad he treat me s.
n i dunoe how to treat him s.
bt all i noe is dat,
im sure gonna treat him like a fren.
widout all dox werds. ishhh.
frens dont use dat type of syntext okae.
sudahlah. menyusahkan org je.

loverboi, dont think differently okae.
i love u n only you.
noone else is in my hart.
except 4 u.
so dont misunderstood him.
he was my past.
u're my present n future.
so okaes darling?
bluek!

my coughing started to ease off alreadi.
3 mcm ubat aku mkn.
ferst was woods peppermint.
2nd was dunoe-wads-de-name. bt 4 cough oso.
3rd was de outram polyclinic's cough medicine.
erghhh!
i hate to eat medicine.
n so does loverboi.
nyehh.
common interest. hehehe.
but i hate to continue coughing too.
cos i wont b able to sleep well if it continues on n on.
so i had to choose between getting well thru eating medicine
or gettin worse n nt eating medicine.
chose to get well.
so i had to endure de bitterness of de medicine.
eeeewww!
2 tablets of fever medicine,1 tablet 4 running nose
n 2 spoonfuls of 5ml of cough syrup.
dengs!
lamer aku tak sakit sehh.
abe kene nie kali rabak gile nye. lols.
my voice all change.
ahahahhaa.
so funny la wen i talked to loverboi early morning.
suare cam klakar g2.
n he had difficulty listening to wad i was trying to say.
sorry dear.
n mummy was infected too sehh.
blame on me.
dengs btol. bt now she a bit okae alreadi.
she went to c doc jus now. got 2 days mc sumore.
hmmmm.

rumah all riuh rendah.
not cos of visitors bt cos of de mother n son.
hahahaha.
im updating dix in my bro's room.
bleh drg sehh drg nye kecoh2 pat living room.
dey alreadi switched on de lampu kelap-kelip.
nie org kater semangat-ness. lols.
smangat nk raye katerkan.
bt i dont seem to get de feeling of raye sehh.
why arh?
it's cumin in 2 wks time kalau tk salah.
like not much preparations gitu.
ntahhlah. maybe too early to say.
guess, i ciao 4 now.

Ps: missing u loverboi.

always and forever lovin' you;
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