My Ramblings

Im glad evrything is goin on fine now.
it's a relief evrything is okae 4 now.
fuhhh!

i nearly cried reading his sms-es in de train jus now.
it's jus dat i controlled myself not to let de tears out.
cos ema was wid me in de train.
n i so dont like it wen people c me cry.
nyehh. dat is so me.
so wen i cry, i'll cry alone.
hah!
so i went all quiet n day dreamed 4 a while.
thinking abt wad he said.
all dox words.
one word to describe.
i was just too sad.
ntah ape ema bebual pun it dint go into my head.
i was troubled by wad he said.
all dox sms-es.
really sia.
i really was quiet from city hall to bedok.
hah!
sorry ems i dint talk wid u.

aniwaes, evrything is okae now lahh.
im just too glad dat we're fine now.
settled things n we sort of cleared things.
he missed me a lott.
n i miss him too.
hmmm.
we meet tomoros okae darling.
no worries.
wad happened to us?
i shant reveal wad de prob was okae.
it's between me n him.
people just shhhhhhhhhh.

ouh yeah.
ema asked me out to buke outside tadi.
told her i got no money den she say she belanje.
hahahhaha.
sorry to trouble u wid dat.
i so verii de paiseh.
muke tak tau malu nye budak.
hahahahha.
den we thot of buke-ing at cahaya;far east der.
but den de place was already packed wid people.
minahs plus mats. all evrywer sia.
dengs!
so we settled 4 es teler 77.
not many people so okae lahh.
i ordered bakso wid noodles n ema ordered chicken noodle.
both soya beans. no ice lemon tea lah dats why.
after buke we go jalan2 s usual.
went to wisma atria.
topman n topshop.
so many many couples.
terigt loverboi.
i miss him lars..
so jealous lahh.
hahaha.
she treated me again to ice cream.
chocolate chips 4 me n ripple 4 her.
eheheh!
walked to cineleisure to chill derr.
outside de cineleisure ders dix tempat duduk lah.
den we just sat der 4 a few minutes b4 proceeding home.
took de mrt home.
s usual mahh.

thanks ema fer de treat.
i was niice hanging out wid u.
thanks fer de company.
m glad dat u asked me outt.
at least i wont b bored staying at home.
nyehhh.
lalalalalalalalala.

hmmmmm.
i cant wait to see you tml lahh.
hug u many many okae.
i feel like hugging u tightly just now.
never letting u go.
bt i noe it's not possible to do dat.
u're der n im here.
bluek!
nehmind.
ders oways tml okae darling.

ouh yah.
ema cried reading de entry i wrote 4 u.
de one wid de reasons why i chose to love u.
nyehh.
see. my words can make people cry.
it works. so i manage to make dem cry.
wadever it is, it's all de truth okae.
wooohhhoottt!

ciao-ing.
im waiting 4 de loverboi to call.
weee~

always and forever lovin' you;
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