My Ramblings

Raye cumin!
haha!
isit gud or bad?
hopefully it'll turn out gud cos
i dint get a gud raye last year
bcos of de o levels. heh!
so dix yr mux b guf lars.
tho de next few days poly opens
back again.
hiayah!
mood raye tgh high lps tu kene g
skola.
lecture n tutorials.
haha!
syla n me future kaki pontengs.
cos we really dont feel like attending
sch wen tgh raye nye mood.
lebih2 lagi class kiter sumer cine2
babi ehk syla.. lols! maen2 jer.

im controlling my life to make it s hapie
s it can be.
wid de lovable people all rounded.
i dont wana b all sad n fucked up wen
raye is ard de corner.
it'll spoil my mood if dat happens.
so better dont make me sad tauu.
lau tk aku tk raye lagi la nie taon. hehe!

my long lost angel pemalu popped up suddenly.
msged me wen i was at work.
tepanjat sey.
read my lips.
it's LONG LOST angel pemalu.
dats de reason why.
we nvr like contact 4 quite a sum time.
ntahlah. maybe dur to each others busy schedules.
both not free. sumore now nk kat raye.
ntah duer2 free ke tak to like meet. heh!
da lamer kite tk jumpe.
erm,ard 3 mths plus ade.
lamerkan tuu.
ntah dier da tukar appearance ke. looks ke.
i not sure.
tgklah nanti raye kae.
weee~
dier rindu aku.
cam mrapek arhh.
teperanjat kejap.
salah hari la dier tron bedok.
aku keje sehh. smlm tanak tron bile aku satu
hari duk pat umah. nari plak tron.
dengs btol!
eleh abe action ckp dier tu sapekan aku nak rindu.
merendahkan diri sendiri konon.
jalan sudahh.
bluek!
ouh,bile org miss,demand sumer.
nak conquer sumer sehh.
tak bley!
u want it u get ut urself.
haha! malu dgn aku?
malu konon.
org malu2 slalu rugi tauu..
so cannot malu2 wid me.
straight n open minded.
devil i noe fren.
i dont like bad people. haha!
abe step jadi angel plak.
tapi bgs lahh kan.
im verii glad u're beginning to change.
if dats de true case lahh.
den u'll always be my Angel Pemalu.
nyehhh.

okae. here's smth wadd i heard from mummy.
she's gonna change de living room's look.
meaning like change de positions of de furnitures lah.
she's gonna let go de piano to some people who
wants to buy de piano from us lahh.
besok gonna b cash n carry. kewl kan?
so no more piano already.
de 2 fishtanks? asking people ard whether dey want or not.
cos mummy oso letting it go.
it conquers to much space already.
so if de piano n fishtanks r out,
i guess my hse will b much more spacious
rather den de crampy look. heh!
re-arranging evrything.
so yeahhh. m looking forward to de new arrangement.
new look. so like new house lah gitukan.
can make it one lars.

i dint sleep de whole morning of 2dae.
i mean from yesterdae nite till sahur.
till like 5 plus in de morning?
reason why?
i was waiting 4 u to call cos u said
u wanted to do so.
butden u dint call yett again.
sedih but yet i moved on.
ask syla if u dont believe me.
de iLa in de tagboard.
she noes i was waiting 4 ur call all nite.
was chattin wid her all de wayy.
smpkan naik ngantok i tunggu
but i still carried on waiting 4 ur call.
haiz.

sleepless nites.
panda eyes.
2 hrs de most i sleep.
just to hear ur voice.
i nvr did complain much abt datt.
i dunoe till wen i'll b hanging on
wid having shortage of sleep.
my body's already all cold.
im wid blanket now.
since jus now.
n wen my body's cold,
it's always de sign of fever.
which i hope it wont turn out to be true.
im all weak.
i slept just now from 8 to 1030pm.
cos i noe if i nvr did catch dat nap,
i'll nvr b able to hang on much more later.
im expecting ur call soon.
i badly want to hear ur voice.
hopefully u'll call.
kalau u tak call jugak,
den i really dunoe wad to say lahh.
will u?

always and forever lovin' you;
11:05 PM

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