My Ramblings
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
early morning ard 2 plus.
talked to loverboi.
like usual la.
we nvr fail to not talk evryday.
in de wee hours dat is to b exact.
i oways waited fer him to come back
from his lepak-ing nomatter wad.
even if im sleepy,
i'd still wait 4 him to call.
cos i oways want to hear his voice.
mcm tk dgr tk bley g2. hehhe.
nyehh.
m i niice or wadd?
touched by wad i've done?
lols.
i had a great time talking to casper darling.
he got so many names lah in de entries.
bt it's all his okae.
no other guys involve.
if haf den i put their original names.
back to story.
we talked on de fone.
he told me abt his life.
past life to b exact.
i was all ears cos he was willing to share.
bgs la kalau g2 kan..
so dat makes me sumone special.
dont u think so? haha.
we talked till sahur.
after putting down,
i started to miss him oreadi.
so sadddd.
ouh yeah.
b4 he called,
me n syla bersemangat dgr lagu raye.
duer2 smangat gile nye sehh.
i asked her to send me de raye song thru msn.
so duer2 dgr. skali gile kite dtg.
ade ke org joget2 pagi2 bute?
hahahaha.
duer2 da kekek ktawe.
takde keje nye budak2. lols.
eh, kau ckp aku action syla.
sudahlah kau. aku tgh keje bersungguh-sungguh carik
duit untuk kau,
kau pat rumah asek tdo je.
hahahahahhahaha.
nie tak adil. kalau nk tdo,panggil la aku skali.
tu baru btol. lols.
went to work tho i was coughing like mad.
seriously.
coughing n coughing.
mcm da tk bley angkat sehh.
den at work,
my eyes all like perit2 gitu.
feel like i was goin to haf a fever.
so, asked mama to take me to de doc.
outram polyclinic.
i hated polyclinics. like seriously i do.
confirm kene tunggu lamer. at least one hr plus.
waited n waited.
de doc im supposed to c was so veri-lembab.
lembab gile babi nye sehh.
sumer org da fed up.
n der was a small commotion(sp?)
people bising2 abt de doc being so slow.
sumpah doc tu SLOW.
i was cursing de doc upside down.
slamat aku tk puase sehh.
kalau puase da batal siang2.
ahhahahaha.
tunggu lamer2, abe serve aku skejap je.
sumpah tk sampai 5 mint aku da kluar dari bilik tu.
geram sehh.
i reached at 11am, n left at 1pm.
lamer kan tu. isshhh.
sudahhlahh. dats why i hated to go polyclinics.
saket2 pon pegi dance.
nie la org kater smangat dance.lols.
nolahh. cos if i stay at home pun bukan nye
ade pape nk dibuat kan.
dari i stay bored at home, baik aku g dance.
new steps added.
tried dem on different songs.
i so veri proud of de seniors lar.
dey dance to de mixed songs.
wahhh! power lars.
esp zelia. niice body.
dats wad evryone said okae.
nott me alone.
dance n dance. smp la pukul 1030.
off we proceed to go home.
reached home.
go bathe, on de comp.
bt den people inside nt so interesting.
so i went to rest at bro's bed to wait 4 dear to msg.
left my hp near de bed.
was resting lahh.
fone rang. msges come in.
da tersadar la tu.
darling asked whether i was already asleep.
replied to all his msges.
ntah aku bebual mrapek ke tak.
cos i was half asleep.
hopefully i dint talk nonsense sudahh.
gotta ask him layters.
i was already penat la to b exact.
badan da mcm lemah gitu sehh.
but i tahan. was hanging der till he call me.
called me ard 430am.
exactly after i finish sahur-ing.
so we talk 4 a while.
skejap pon jadi eh.
hilangkan rindu kater org.
hahahahahhaha.
sebelum saye telupe,
yest ard 7 pm plus2 gitu,
farhan msged me.
ntah ape miracle ade dier msg aku.
hah!
like seriously.
he havent been msg-ing me 4 ages.
lols.
i thot it was loverboi bt den farhan plak msg.
saying,
"Hey..Juz wanna wish ya a cold chilling hapie dae.
take care sugar.."
eeeeeeeeeeee. geram nye aku.
dont call me names wen u dont mean it okae.
suke2 je panggil org names.
i dont like okae.
kalau ikhlas bagi org name, den im okae wid it.
bt if u're faking all over, pls dont lahh.
it makes me feel uncomfortable.
so den... i replied to his msg.
telling him i was shocked to c him msg.
n asking him hw he was doing since we hadnt been
contacting 4 a short period of time.
n den, guess wad he did????
s usual, aku tunggu mcm budak bodoh tunggu msg dier dtg.
tak smp2 pon. i noe it will happen.
da biase da. dari dulu pon mcm g2.
ader hp buat pe kalau tanak reply org nye msges.
baik bagi org yg tkde hp n de prsn can use it to msg
anyone de person wants kan.
haiyo. sudahlah. i dont expect him to reply aniwae.
dah cukup lah aku merana.
dont add on please.
always and forever lovin' you;
4:40 PM
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