My Ramblings
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
wer? verii far.
si josh tulahh.
menyusahkan.
ader ke dier soh kite g NUS stakat nk dance.
belo lahh.
but nak tanak tepakse pegi lahh.
no choice. saturdae no prac.
so turn up fer de prac.
ntah asl sumer rase mcm penat gitu.
like so vei lemah n all.
tk penah2 rase camtu seyy.
but wadever it is, all remain strong.
really lah. der were so many many temptations.
vending machines. ice lemon tea.
so many drinks. n de chino-nes drink in front
of us sumore sey.
bukan nk kater ape la bt dont drink in front of
us lar.. nehmind la.
we ciao-ed at ard 3pm gitu.
sumer temptations arises.
sumpah drg kater nk g buke.
but den sumer step takde duit.
hahahaha. funny la u all. de TEKS s usual.
called dear after i reached clementi.
dgr2 org tu baru jgk bangon pe.
i siang2 da kene bgn seyy. haiyo.
so met dearie at west coast.
see. i good okae.
waited fer him at de usual bus stop.
nothing beats waiting fer u dearie.
walaupun lamer i kene tunggu,
as long s i get to see u,
im okae wid dat.
weee~
kite tak tau nk g mane.
serious sey.
he ask me wer i wanna go.
i oso dunoe. he oso dunoe.
pendek kater duer-duer dunoe lahh.
he singgah ginza kejap jumpe his fwens.
den off we proceed to town.
took 143. journey bley tahan terok jgk la.
smpkan bley tetdo.
was tired tho.
we sat on de below deck. back seat.
he hugged me.
landed on my shoulder to sleep.
how cutttee!
but i kept nudging my shoulders to
disturb him back. hehehe!
geli2 kan my palm. u arh.
im just too hapie lars.
note dat okae.
but will de happiness last long?
ntah la ehk. harap2 jugak lah.
so yeah. town it is.
butden bored oso.
jalan nye jalan, abes tu da bored.
tak kesah la bored.
s long s im wid him.
we walked towards shaw towers n
back to cineleisure.
punyelah penat.
dalah haus. lapar SIKIT. penat.argh!
b, i want eat ice cream.
tak dpt seyy makan ice cream.
sedihh btol.
we buke-ed at cineleisure's burger king.
settled wid rendang double meal.
cos i dont eat de rest of de other choices. nyehh.
da mkn lepas tu balek seyy.
asked him to turun bedok but den he wanted
to meet chucky.
hmm.. so okae lah.. tk pakse.
tk suke pakse.
he went back wc n i went back bedok lor.
tulah aku.
sbab tk suke pakse/force org buat sesuatu la
make me rugi afterwards.
believe me.
trust me wen i say i dont FORCE people.
sumer org i dont force.
but depends oso lahh.
kalau da like terok or smth,
den i'll force. if it's easily settle one,
den i'll give in.
not say i dont care.
not say i dont want.
but just dat i dont normally force people.
cos i myself dont like to be forced.
ask my frens. ask my loved ones.
dey noe i dont like to be forced n vice versa.
i noe how forced people feel.
so yeahh.
n in de end, sape jugak rugi?
aku jgk sorang rugi.
halang or stop dat sumone.
u said dat.
halang?stop?
takpelah u. i da mmg mcm gni.
tak suke jadi penghalang org arh.
unless it happens on a different situation den
i might consider.
kalau tk i dont halang people arh.
but den i noe i wont be hapie lah.
BUT.
i simply wont show it off.
senyum tetap ade.
cos if i ask sumone to do smth,
den de person say no.
den kan i wont force.
so like i end up being sad lor.
nvm kae.
policy- others hapiness comes
ferst den comes mine.
im okae being de last to b hapie.
s long s u people hapie good enuf.
dearie, i had fun goin out wid u today.
i dont mind de place.
i dont mind de tiredness.
i dont mind de heaty-ness.
i dont mind de crowd.
i dont mind de boring-ness.
all i want is just to be wid u.
hehe!
how i wish i cud meet u evryday.
even 4 a while. jadik la tu.
dari tkde. haiz.
thanks dearie.
aniwaes, bebual ngn si syla gile tu
pat fone berejam-rejam seyy.
lamer kite bebual.
dlm 2 hrs ade?
sorry la ehk kalau aku ganggu kau nk tdo.
cumer aku rindu bebual ngn kau.
all dox gossips.
kekek sey bebual.
smpkan org moms can hear us talking on
de fone okae. how loud is dat?
go figure.
duer-duer bebual mrapek.
all craps lah.
asek2 ketawe lah.
here's de example of wad craps we talk abt.
syla, aku ckp aku nk letak kat blog kan.
nah tgk sendiri. hahahahahah!
"unerane ineporengge vanakam sapedek ama apah elek podah"
"kalyani love arabintan"....
hahahha!.
part bebual indian mcm expert sey.
not to criticise okae.
bt we're jus crappin. dats all.
no other intentions.
best la bebual ngn kau.
shud do dat evryday. hahahah! bedek je lah.
we really missed dox times ehk syla.
pri sch days. sec sch days. poly life.
we simply got so much to talk abt.
but cos of one reason which i shant reveal,
we had to put down de fone.
ahhahahaha! dengs!
reason klakar gile.
but im glad she shared wid me de disgusting
part abt de pintu toilet. hahaha.
dat means im sumone she trusts a lot.
so i can keep secrets.
tho it's like sort of her family life n shud b
a privacy.
she jus revealed dem to me.
dat shows im sumone special.
eh eh. prasan pulak aku nie.
memain je lah ehk iLa. hahaha.
always and forever lovin' you;
11:32 PM
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